Starlights and Pixiedusts

Selling

2012-02-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

Selling black and white portable Iphone 4 charger, Instocks (no waiting time)
I'm using this myself for over a year now and it's my favorite thing in the world. The design looks really good with my phone, let me show you.

How mine looks from the back. And I game A LOT. It's able to last me the entire day, from morning 10am till night. There's an off and on button switch below which enables you to choose when to charge it and when not so the battery isn't wasted.

Interested parties, Drop me your contact number on formspring for fast deals. Or direct email me @ Enferyuye@live.com

2012

2012-01-31T06:36:00.000+08:00

Here I am sitting at my balcony at 6.24am with nothing better to do really. I'm too excited to fall asleep even though I swear my body is aching all over. Lenobia's Vow is releasing in bookstores today and Phoebe will be coming over in awhile to spend the day with me together. Life is fulfilling with my family and friends, and I'll be starting lessons on Thursday(which I feel a little nervous)
Well I just thought I should update a little especially after taking a break from my blogger after so long. Here are some pictures I've taken over the month.

Meet one of my best bros, Joel. Which have been spending quite a lot of time with me recently. Well as a matter of fact, since the both of us had been facing some relationship issues. We have been feeding off each other's misery for quite some time. We're holding it together, you know? As the days past. Like I said, whenever I bring my relationship public...it dies out soon enough. But I'm glad. I guess after all these while, the time still hasn't ripe for me to step into another something again. I'm just glad that I'm not one of those girls that world stop turning because of some guy.(Which I must give thanks to the people around me that has supported me all these while)

I have some great surprises in life coming up in just a bit. I'm reviving you A&B!

Xmas Eve

2011-12-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

Haven't touched this space for the longest period of time. The last post which consists of "hehe" was typed by the boyfriend. Which none of you should have any idea who it is because I realized all my relationships never really last when it gets public. But just so you know how I spent my xmas eve, (if you had a boring and shitty day, you're not alone. Here's some comfort)

I hit the gym for about an hour, took a long warm shower with the body shop's fragrance ( fire lily and amber ) burning while I'm at it. Had a simple dinner with my family, sat down with a great book with good music. And I'm willing to share it with you. Which I'm sure all of you will love it and also offer some pictures of how my december went.

So i got a new hair color and a new hair cut. I decided to go red despite the previous time I did(was a complete disaster) and this time it actually turned out pretty decent. I also shifted into my new place and I absolutely love it. Oh I thought I should include a picture of my boyfriend's kitty.

So here's a list of stuffs I've did in December.

1. Officially getting into a new relationship.

2. Shifted into my new place.

3. Gotten myself a new hair cut and a new hair color.

4. Gotten back at Online shopping (which i immediately regretted, but can't seem to stop)

5. Start hitting the gym back at a regular basis.

6. Started reading the books I've collected over the years and the one newly bought and finishing lots of them.

7. Caught Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol, which was awesome.

8. Lost my Iphone and my Gucci casing. (which my dad picked up at the guardhouse that very day when my bf pick me up for the movie)

And yes, losing my phone almost brought me to tears because I've lost countless phones, wallets, I don't know. Lots of personal items over the years and I cannot afford to lose another thing that my mom gave me. Thank god my dad managed to find it. And since my life has been really bland lately, I see myself updating this space a lot more often.

xoxo

^^

2011-12-03T08:04:00.001+08:00

hahahahahaha

Bff

2011-12-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

Having a friend always makes everything seem better. Some individual thinks that not having one is fine but I have also felt that I do not necessarily need a friend in life. And then yes, it comes with all these stories about a bunch of backstabbing, hypocritical and sometimes heart wrenching stories from people. And after you collect a bunch of first-hand life experiences yourself on how ugly some friendships might be, you never really trust people around you anymore. But when you're alone and troubled by problems that you could never really voice out to your family members, it's really nice to have someone there for you. It's alright if they're not giving advices, it just makes you feel better when they are listening to you. And whether are they patronizing you on that part, it really shows. I never really fit in well with the girls, and not really with the boys either. I like to take walks or jogs alone, enjoy some quiet time cooping up reading books on my bed and my friends comes and leaves in groups. One bunch leaves, another bunch appears.
I never really thought that a girl and a guy could become the best of friends. It all just seems too dark to me. Won't you think that the guy might take advantage of you because you trust him so much when you're drunk, or maybe... he's being so nice to you because he actually likes you? Vice versa, your female best friend might just be staying by your side because she likes you and doesn't know how to voice it out. Until, I met Ivan! He's honest, straightforward, a little sarcastic and just appears to be someone you never really notice la. Average guy lor. (HAHA) However, at my least expected moments, he's always the one there for me. Throughout my relationship with Sean, after that and up till now. I was just brooding one day at home caught up in my own train of thoughts and desperately needed someone to just be there for me. Then I realized all these while when I need someone, I end up dialing Ivan's number. Slowly we just became like the best of friends. Even though our personality and characters are completely unlike one another, even though we're like two totally entire being. Be it fate, coincidence, destiny...whatever you want to call it. It slowly just became him, my family and myself.
So all my girlfriends started asking me if I like him, and I thought really long to find the perfect answer.
Here, read carefully, this is my answer. "EEW, Period."

I think he looks good and I definitely trust him with my life. But eew. I just imagine him coming closer with pursed lips and his almost-half-shut-classic-asian-eyes to kiss me, not going to lie. It's very...disgusting leh. And here's the deal, Ivan don't find me attractive in ANY SINGLE WAY. I'm serious. I compliment him for his good body(in the past) yada yada, he never complimented me before. I jokingly disturbs him all the time like, Eh Ivan I pretty right? His reply, you're ugly, dont be disgusting. And that's pretty much it. There really isn't much having a guy as your best friend. Somehow don't you think every guy and girl are made to be best friend? When we girls are in distress, we need someone reliable, someone that has the ability to soothe us out and make us feel everything is alright. Someone that can protect us like a brother, someone that is.. The exact opposite of yourself. And vice versa for the guys. When they are in distress, it's hard to find a guy friend that really sits and listens. (Ok maybe there are, but I guarantee they never give better advices than us girls) And we're able to comfort them in a motherly way, which is really...what they need at times. And us being naggy can actually stop them from doing stupid and rashful things. It's like a balance.

But Ivan is not all that great la, I have no idea why I just made having a guy best friend sound so magical. I mean it is la, but not with Ivan. Nothing about him is magic. YET. Even though they annoys you at times, you can't really do without him. If you're troubled because of a guy, no one really knows a guy better than GUYS. I look back at all the things I've did, the places I've been, the stuffs I've gone through in the past. And without Ivan, I'd definitely be ONE HOT MESS. I'm just getting tired of people always thinking that someone having the opposite sex as a best friend has motives & all. True, some of them might. But some of them are not. We girls should all get a guy best friend. How many times have your girlfriends advise you against something and because they're all like "no please don't." "i'm here for you.." and just like that last thing they said, it doesn't help and even when they ask you not to do it, you still do?...& end up regretting. Then you tell them about it and they're like, "I'll forgive you but no more next time."
Trust me, having a guy go "Just do it. Don't come crying to me when what happen at the end was what I said hor" or like "Wtf? So all you do is cry and love comes back? Stop crying la, your face looks damn ugly la" And when you really need someone, it's not a "im here for you" via text sms. It's a literal meet up that lets you KNOW that he IS here and he WILL ALWAYS BE.
Ivan was feeling sad today & I was really deprived of sleep (going 48 hours) but I still opened up and let him in. We pretty much did nothing, he used my laptop and i laid on the bed. We played some songs we like, and like always I introduce him the chinese songs I've been listening to. And when he left, I know that he feels better. Because of me. *what a great friend* And like ALWAYS. He said, "bye, love you." How sweet is that?

You know it's like evolution. We started by, Bye takecare. Then, Bye, reach home text u or sth. Slowly becoming, mmm ya ya ya bye. Then!! Ivan: Bye fat. Me: Bye ugly. And then, when we start talking a wee bit too much. "Hanar ya la bye bye bye"
And now we've grown to " bye love you." Even though he knocked over my dustbin today, he vacuumed it up. Forgiven. HAHA. I just want to tell you hwee zhi cheng ah, just look back at all the things we've been through with one another. This is no doubt, something that, time, and our friendship can overcome too. Soon enough... cause when I thought I could no longer find hope and courage to continue being myself, I did. And you played a big part to it. Like how you're always there for me, I'm always here for you too. You're the best friend anyone could possibly ask for.

But you're still ugly. so showing my face is enough.

Wenfen and me

2011-11-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

Wenfen and me just had the most funny conversation EVER.

So at about 11.31am, I was hungry and I wanted to make Jiaozi(饺子) for myself and decided to count wenfen in. I texted her and waited, till about 1pm, I couldn't take the hunger anymore and I made myself jiaozi and ate them while watching discovery channel alone. No one was home, and yes, that does sound very sad.

And wenfen replied me @3.34pm
Wf: Omg so random! Haha but yes!
Me: I waited so long and became too lonely I ate them all. And am lying on bed alone trying to go to sleep. You made my day ^^ (forever alone)
Wf: U just made me sad!
Me: I can make 4 u la! It takes like 15-20 minutes
Wf: Make? Like frozen kind or from scratch?
Me: Look at me. Do I look THAT lonely that I will learn how to make from scratch?
Wf: Haha chey! I thought u so pro! I wanna eat crab lei!
Me: Go die in a fire! I'm on a diet! Eat jiao zi i cook, or die.
Wf: But i'm starvinggggg. Lets feast!
Me: eh no plz, i alrdy stuffed myself with jiao zi! :( Im in desperate need to shed some fats.
Wf: U r not fat omg!!!!
Me: Ok whr u wanna go for food? I accompany u.
Wf: Noooo u must eat with me! :( Can u cook?
Me: I can cook!! Jiao zi!! FTW!

No reply...
Me: Why won't u eat my jiao zi? :(

Wf: That's like frozen, doesn't count and im starving. Jiao zi isn't enough!
Me: T.T Okay what chu want?
Wf: anything home cooked!!
Me: Can u cook? we make sth tgt!
Wf: Haha i can cook, very basic stuff but trying smth new wld be fun! Can u kill a crab? LOL
Me: I can kill a crab. But cooking it i need to hve a recipe. And right ingredients, i tried be4 once, i def can kill a crab.
ME: LETS ROCK

Wf: Serious? Recipe so easy to find! Haha em got sell crabs?
Me: Yes...
Wf: Omg im so excited!! Ok wat time shall we meet?
Me: Anytime? Im not planning to make up. Halloween is still here, im fine like that.
Wf: Haha ok, i go bathe first then walk over. So u cooked a crab before right?
(Like wtf? She asked me like 2nd time. Her tone, filled with doubt. ON ME?)

Me: Yes. God.. Come on. We're two adults. We can fix a crab k?
Wf: We shall see(cb sibei qiao) So wat are u doing now? (oh change topic to distract me ah smart)
me: Waiting for u and deciding whether to shower or not. You like me smelly?
Wf: I cant seem to get out of bed, yeah i like u smelly
Me: Ok. The longer u lie on bed, the later we get to kill a crab.
Wenfen: Crab plan fails. Mom wants me to stay home for dinner.
Me: T.T
forever alone.

November

2011-11-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Have decided to update after the longest period of time and I'm not even kidding when I say, Longest Period Of Time. I guess taking a break from apartandbeyond wasn't all that bad because guess what happened these few months of my life? My best friend, Phoebe and her boyfriend(which is also my best buddy in the entire world) and me got to spend major time together. Prawning, singing, playing monopoly, cooking and eating lots of good food. Phoebe and me even celebrated our 17th birthday together. (her birthday is just two days after mine)

Should I start from my birthday? I was home in the noon when someone pressed the doorbell and it was Shawn!(Er, my coming-4 years? bud) And he was holding something hello kitty in his hands and that was when I realized, FUCK! It's my present! I immediately unlocked the door and grabbed it from you murmuring A LOT OF THANK YOUS. But he had to meet his schoolmates afterwards so he didn't stayed for long, and in the night, Ivan came over to my place and gave me gifts from Hx, and a cake. I was making up and preparing to head out to drink when at 12am, my doorbell RANG. I looked at Ivan with a puzzled face and was like, who the fuck? At this time? I didn't bother looking through the peekhole, and just directly opened the door.

Guess what?

Eileen, Phoebe, Dominic and Lester were standing outside with a cake and like super a lot of cupcakes with candles on it. I was like covering my mouth and almost to tears la. I opened the door, and gave everyone a MAJOR HUG before inviting them in, finishing my make up and then heading to Boat quay to drink with Ivan(another one), Zhihao, Eileen and Lester at MT.

Cupcakes that Eileen personally baked. Far-king delicious I SWEAR!

The cake Phoebe and Dominic bought(made?) I don't know, Coz although it's for me. Phoebe ate all of it. LOL *(almost all of it, she only gave me a strawberry)

Shawn and me! He's the bossss of Mt, and he is the most freaking awesome boss anyone could ask for! We drank till closing that day, cause Shawn kept filling up jugs after jugs of beer and at one point he came to me with a shot, lit fire and ask me to toast it down for my birthday. I almost died.

Well, and seee....for Phoebe's birthday.

dominic and me brought her to suntec for pepper lunch!

When things start to get crazy....

HAHAHA im the human sacrifice!

Oh I almost forget the day before, Eileen and me did some La senza shopping!

And Phoebe got her own La Senza Membership!

their new card. Compared to ours, this is godly.

KBOX SESSION WITH EILEEN AFTERWARDS!

I think just a day or two later, Phoebe, dominic and me went to 85 for dinner with Ivan & Hx.

we went prawning a few days later, but the pictures are in my iphone and my macbook's charger is currently down (AGAIN) and I'm using my dad's laptop so I'm lazy to just get the pictures up.

But how did I spend my last two weeks.

Drinking and drinking and drinking. With Guoxian, Ashley, Ah peh,Ziyang and Joel. And Lyn!

Here's a picture of Lyn and me!

And I'm wearing the $100 thingy and a flower. LOL

Here's ashley, drunk on last last friday is it? I can't remember! The moment he saw me, he was like, Eh yuye don't get too drunk if not u cannot go home. I was like, "REALLY?"

And this was on last friday, Halloween celebration. This guy is FUCKING CUTE. He literally used rubber bands to tie his hair up into many sections and whenever he sees me, he whip his hair back and forth. I was taking pictures of Joel and his siambu when he walked past me and I stopped him to let me take a pic!

Okay, and last saturday, I went to catch 23.59 with ahpeh, guoxian, ashley and ziyang at Tampines. The disaster part was, I only brought my iphone out that day and the moment I reached tampines and was walking to find Guoxian, some aunty knocked me hard in the shoulder and my phone dropped. She panicked,and without apologizing, walked away. And my initial reaction before flaring up was of course to pick up my phone and continue the conversation with Ivan where I was cut off. Then, comes to the worst part. The whole screen jammed, and...

An apple sign appeared.

That means, I won't be able to contact ANY of my friends. I tried waiting at certain locations I remembered them saying, like Texas Chicken and outside buzz to see if lady luck was being kind to me. But nothing happened. After waiting for a tedious... 15 MINUTES. I gave up, took a cab, used the cab driver's phone to call my dad and got him to bring my blackberry down. And then finally head back to Tampines and met with the rest at Starbucks.

Omg, I can't believe I managed to squeeze what I've almost did for the entire month into a blog post. But here, you have it. BYE!^^

Life......

2011-09-01T06:12:00.001+08:00

It's almost hitting 6 in the morning and I'm still on Skype with Eileen and Lester but to think of it, none of us even sound as if we're tired so I guess that means company for me till morning. (extreme happy)

Eileen's bugging me to update my blog and now that I am doing it, she's complaining because the sound of my keyboard is extremely loud and she's complaining. Like a wiener. HAHAHA

So let me say how i'm spending my days, I've met with Janell and her boyfriend darrel or is it darryl I fucken can't spell that name i swear afew back over at my area's voiddeck after they had dinner at Elias mall, and the day before I spent my night over at Eileen's place with lester over for company all the way till morning before I call a cab home. And, oh just yesterday, benny came over my place all the way till the wee hours and we just technically spent our night talking about the past, the present and the future. Feels great to have an old friend back that could do such a thing together with you, talking and just enjoying one another's companionship.

Well, just some random picture update to keep this blog alive. :) I hope there'd be at least still be someone reading this boring old shit. ;)

I've decided to be half sushi...you guys know what im talking about right? The little mermaid thingy. HAHAA

pissed

2011-08-27T02:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously, those who have doubts, don't ask me out at all. It's not like I'm dying to go catch a movie, have supper, lunch or dinner facing wimps like ANY OF YOU!

The worst possible thing ever you can say to someone that has a permanent illness IS, "SICK FOR SO LONG? CFRM BO?"

If I didn't want to go out with you, I WILL SAY IT TO YOUR FACE. I will not make up such a pathetic excuse, "Oh I'm sick, wait till I recover." It's better to just say, Oh, I'm having my menses. SINCE MOST OF THE ASSWIPES THAT ARE ASKING YOU OUT JUST WANNA GET UNDER YOUR FREAKING PANTS RIGHT?

Why would I, YUYE need to resort to such trickery when I can just say this, once and for all at your freaking face : NO, I will not like to go watch a movie with you, or eat with your presence 50km near me. NOT HAPPENING TODAY, TOMORROW, FRIDAY, NEXT WEEK, OR IN FREAKING TEN YEARS.

If you don't believe I'm FREAKING SICK. Study harder, be a doctor. Come examine me, and cure me. Freaking delusional good-for-nothing lechers.

Blackberry!

2011-08-11T05:19:00.000+08:00

Check your Blackberry app world, whenever you try to delete an application, does this happen?

Going to the uninstalled, and it does takes up memory space in case you're not aware of it. Or maybe you downloaded something super embarrassing like How to get laid or something like that and don't want people touching your phone to find out. Hehehe

Well, here's the way to get rid of the uninstalled part because me myself, I have been enduring with the uninstalled shit with totally no fucking way to get rid of it, helpless.... ever since I got my blackberry till now. I know..i know.. I'm pathetic. Haha, well if you're facing the same problem. Read on!

Ok wait, click on my nuffnang advertisements, and THEN read on. HEHE

Click on the application that you would like to remove permanently,

For example for my case, I would like to remove this wireless database shit. So click on it!

And once you've clicked on the application, you'd be redirected to another page which contains more information about it, etc etc and you'll see this reinstall button. Click "Reinstall"

Enter your password for your blackberry account,

and immediately when they start the download, Click on it. Which pauses it,

I'm deleting a different application cause the previous screenshot was fucked. Hehe. And after pausing it,

Just go to menu, and select, Cancel download.

And bingo, Previously I was deleting the Wifi shit thing which was located here, and it's gone!

And just a random picture I found in my photobooth from the time kk, xg, ryan and me went to have sushi at Ehub! Thank me by clicking on my nuffnang sweethearts!

On everything

2011-08-02T14:58:00.001+08:00

I know it has been an awful long period since I even entered this space. I must admit blogging never even seem to cross my mind cause I've too much shit to handle. However, now that I've already entered the site and am in the midst of updating, I might as well put it all aside and focus on a good update!

So...Edwin's birthday passed a few days ago and all his close friends were invited to his chalet at aranda for food and lots of quality time. Hehehe. Much to my surprise, due to me being thirsty and fussy on drinking something of my choice, Kk accompanied me to the vending machine on the ground level and we actually made use of the time when they were fooling around and being awfully loud with their laughters to have a heart-2-heart talk and we started exploring apps on our iphones and my berry. Hahaha, wasn't long before we decided to head back and the guys were having some weird thing going on coz they were disallowing everyone to sleep when they were all lying on bed drinking.

Lucky for me, I brought my laptop over and the night was mostly spent on lots of talking before Kk, Ryan, Xg and me cabbed to Tampines for breakfast and crashed at Ryan's place. Kk and me spent most of the time watching Anaconda and deep blue sea. The most distinct thing I remember was dropping a can of drink from the minimart below when KK and me went to get snacks for more shows and have some part of the can falling so hard on my toe that a chunk of meat came out and it started bleeding...LIKE CRAZY. And I mean staining almost the entire front portion of my slipper and the minimart uncle was kind enough to give us plasters and tissue and I swear I'll not try to take two cans of drinks at the same the same time EVER again in my life.

Some pictures? :)

Random picture &&&

Birthday boy & his baby girl Patricia!

Happy birddday!

Apparently another one of our bird friend Chris hehe

For candids....... which i look like shit in all Im not gna bother srsly zzzzz

Last but not least, my facebook theme on iphone!!

as for my blackberry, I'm seriously damn pleased with how the twitter/foursquare and facebook app become. Anyway, Some stuffs to share with my readers that have a berry!

The last three apps after the off button. I'm going from left to right for the introduction for the three of them!

For applications that I like...

DBS- In case you're not aware of it, previously this function was only available to Iphone users. If you don't own a ipod touch/iphone, you'll have to do it online or via your blackberry using browser(which is a extremely tedious process) and to rub salt to the wound if you rush to the atm all the way cause the dbs website is down...a iphone user that just finished online shopping on ebay just used her dbs banking app to transfer money over to her freaking paypal and then buy something hellokitty via ebay. Or when you're outside shopping with no atm near you and you have to rush all the way home or to the nearest atm just to xfer. No fear for that anymore. I forgot when did I discover the application available for download on blackberry app world but.. hehehe in case some of you still doesn't know..

battery alerts! -What it does is that it notifies you when your blackberry is going out of battery. You're able to set the alert to pop out at maybe 50% if you like it, or 30%? Even 10%? Find it pretty useful since I'll know I should probably start using my iphone for leisure, net surfing and games coz berry's batt's gng flat. Or if you have a external portable charger, you could put that into use and not wait till the phone blacks out. (Srsly I hate it when that happens)

A SUPER FUCKING addictive game that NO IPHONE GAME CAN BE COMPARED TO IT

(you'll get why I say that after reading what's the game is about)

Type It

Just type what you see on the screen, as you can see it turns red when you make a mistake and they calculate your speed, accuracy etc.

Does anyone have problems with their blackberry appworld storing the archives of their deleted applications? If yes, formspring me! I'll make a post on how to get rid of it. I'm just kinda lazy you knw? I don't wanna waste my time typing so much shit and end up there's only like one berry user and the rest are andriod or iphone's or some creep with no phone(fuck you) hehehe

That's all! Xoxo!

Alive!

2011-07-17T03:43:00.000+08:00

Well, school hasn't been all that bad for me but as my health gets the better of my life, I missed 3 days of school since Wednesday and finally got better. Life has been hectic for sure, and I'm trying my best not to mess things up like how I did, and for the start, I thought it'll be a great idea to start from updating my blog if I want to get my life back on track again. I'm going to start exercising a lot more, gym-ing, while balancing time between my studies and my friends and my family and I'm confident that with all the failures to combine all of that in the past, I'm able to do it this time.

Oh, anyway.

For bb users, wanna introduce all of you to an application (if you do not know of it yet)

It's called Extra Fonts, and it's free of charge and it allows you to change fonts on your blackberry to over a 100 different kinds!

Pretty awesome right? This is one of the many fonts you can choose for your berry! Alright now, since I'm back on blogger and I just introduced you this amazing application, don't you think I deserve some clicks on nuffnang?????

Oh and if anyone is interested in a BNIB SEALED Iphone 4 white, do formspring me!

xoxo YUYE!

Breeze

2011-07-12T04:02:00.000+08:00

I want to make my own choices, even if that means my heart shatters into a million pieces. I'm not afraid to try again, I'm just afraid to try too hard and die in vain..

I guess my only regret was I couldn't give you enough reasons to stay.

I can be a cloud

2011-07-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

The entire side right lobe of my brain jacked me up pretty badly leaving me with this feeling as though someone stuffed cotton buds thinking they're fluffy clouds. It so totally sucked on a day when I had the mood to update this space.

exciting news n1- macbook(finally yeah?)

2nd-I own the iphone 4 that's white! =P

3rd-Making faces (makeup artist manual, tips etc, also reached with the house of night novels that I don't think could be found & shipping does cost a bomb if ordering frm amazon. They happen to have instocks for the novels! Delivery to my doorstep!!! Good service or what?)

These has been keeping me company since last night and I'm totally hooked with the games & applications.. I'm still really glad I kept my berry with me though cause nothing beats the feeling of typing aggressively on the berry keypad super fast when I'm replying or texting my friends. Till the extend I must admit..sometimes i just type on my berry memo/reminder random rubbishes just for the sake of punching the keyboards. Scientis†s must fucken invent some weird formula of berrykeypad=orgasmic+addictive.

So, Ryan, kk with xg and me went to have sushi at men men don don one day for lunch and the next day we went to have dinner at Nihon Mura before going to the shop xg went to get his screen protector to get one for my new phone and i picked the glitter texture! (shall post a picture of it l8r)

HAHA

4th, Kk, am, xg and me confirm gained at least 3kg each after this holiday just from what we have ate in those two days lor. We did some shopping and also went drinking by the incredibly beautiful Mbs with Chris and his iphone laojiao girlfriend Evey, kid + rod. The night consisted of my sudden asthma relapse tht got pretty damn serious that I had this. This impulsive urge to beg every passer by to lend me their inhaler be it whether they look like they are lack of oxygen or not. HAHAHA I got slightly better when all of us sat down to chill and the whole-unable-to-breathe+feeling as if like it's contagious, Kid was at the riverbank with Rod struggling for air while I started laughing cause I was the one being laughed at before that by all of them leh! We spent the remaining time disturbing one another while getting cabs.. and that night all of us slept well, until my toes were brutally stepped on by aiya, the toothfairy la then he took my bed too.

Favor

2011-07-05T16:40:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm technically pretty dead on apartandbeyond but still, my formspring has been flooded with questions and questions on the rainbow keypad and after logging into formspring after a long time even though I could check the mail because I serve the net on a regular basis...it somehow accumulated up and I felt really bad and agreed to help a couple of my readers that dropped me their contact infos for them to come over to...venue yet to be confirmed ahem for them to get their berry done because I'll be meeting my friend that actually does this within our clique and all our other girlfriends(word spreads pretty fast huh lucky biatch HAHAHA) and so now she does it for technically any berry users that's introduced from someone within our clique.
So since I've already agreed to the favor of a couple of the anonymous readers, I would like to make an official call out to all the others that might still be interested/looking for out there on the rainbow keypad.

Full details on this can be directed to my formspring account and I'll reply at a lightning fast speed(I'll try my best, so please don't force me T.T)
I'll be taking in 10 berries max(T.T SORRY) & together with the other readers I'll try to arrange a time/date that suits both parties after reaching the "so called cap of 10". Fear not, if suddenly everyone backs out cause god really hates you or something & you're the only one left, you're still welcome to drop by my crib! If you ask why only 10.. It's because, my friend and me would appreciate if we could spend some time together before school reopens and modifying the berries takes time & I wouldn't want it to in anyway shorten the remaining amount of time we're left with!

Plus if the amount of phones are limited to 10, in case you arrive later than others, you wouldn't have to endure the tedious wait. The time to modify one berry takes about 20 minutes maximum? And it'll be really pleasant for you to drop by venue more to our convenience (east areas) but she should also willing to travel to yours, (negotiable) and we wish to complete it within a day! I still have about 6 slots left, reaching 5(waiting for her deposit). So I hope that after I've done this, there'll be less questions and ORDERS on the keypads coz it doesn't really affiliate to me plus sometimes I take the time to answer so many questions FOR MY DUMB(ok sorry love chu) friend then end up getting nothing in reply or y'knw what i mean right? I'll be more than happy if she'll split 30% of her earnings to me but she's really selfish and keeps complaining about cost prices so.

My formspring is at the right hand corner, and if you're my friend. (see.. i told you it'll be a privilege. Just text me! =P)

here are some clearer pictures of it, oh and important, available for blackberry models 9000/9700 &9780

It's called Rainbow spectrum or something and if you feel like the light is blinding your fucking eyes or something, she is able to revert the installation process so you don't have to worry A WEE BIT on your warranty. Oh dear lord, good luck to the next 5(wink)

im aliveeeeeee

2011-06-18T03:09:00.001+08:00

First I wish to clarify my sudden disappearance on the cyber world. Without a doubt it has been due to my studies which preoccupied all my free time and also I've recently just recovered from a terrible nerve infection which derived from a toothache that later on was worsen due to pharmacies prescribing medicine that I was allergic to causing mr nerve infection to give me a really traumatizing unforgettable cramp in my feet and later on, my right foot swelled up causing me inconvenience in walking and severe pain for at least a week or two and then finally getting things back on track visiting the right doctors and nevertheless an emergency visit to the hospital due to intolerable pain! I've rested at home for the past week recuperating and also studying for my final phase test before the holidays begin. My parents wad lovely enough to kept on bringing me to clinic after clinic and even calling up out family's private doctor just to nurse me back to health. And I've definitely been through hell, most of my friendships suffered due to time constraints and also attempting to get in a relationship would be a miracle if any of it could work out past s day for me. I've changed do much I barely even know what I want anymore. Guess this upcoming vacation would be a great alternative on sorting myself out. Also, I've been referencing whether to switch to livejournal or tumblr. I bet antone even read this space anymore. But I assure updates will definitely be more regular and Apartandbeyond will be lively again. Shall head back home in the morning and take some pictures to update this poor thing.

SELLING

2011-05-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

Topshop Brand new Usa flag shorts UK 6

Retailed at 79.90

Selling for $65(nego)

F21 One shoulder top Size S

$20nego

AND! Blackberry users out there! If you're interested to make your keypad's led lighting into rainbowwwww, drop me your number/email at formspring!

don't say good things i never share hor

Grip

2011-05-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

My best friend's 18th birthday which we spent at V4

errr...

Some random pics

Something nice to be celebrated, getting a better grip on life. Goodbye

I'm always in a frenzy

2011-05-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

Sold my Iphone4 at a super amazing speed, have so much stuffs to do before I head to Ivan's party!

Hehehe, I like my dick face.

Everytime

2011-05-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

I'm your easter bunny

Ok maybe not technically, since I have kitty ears on.

Here are afew pictures on a day Kk had a sleepover at my place before I went back to Jb and we woke up at 8am in the morning, trimmed our fringe together at a local salon and then had breakfast at the coffeeshop around my house area that sells $2 porridge that is SO GOOD together before heading for a walk near Pasir ris park together, taking some pictures and then heading back to my place, Air-conditioned-heaven, period. Alright maybe not period, we took a bunch of silly pictures(to be uploaded when I'm home and probably have time to manage uploading all our pictures and sorting the pretty ones out and have them uploaded here) So stay tune Xoxo,

The delicious cold chocolate mocha my sis and me had together at the place our family settled for lunch back at Jb, it's a korean restaurant and it's total luxury because they serve you till the very, Uhhhh~ They actually cooked all the food on the sha-bu sha-bu thingy for you but....uh...food not really to my liking. I know my sister liked it.

Ok, the end of my weird face. Hahaha

And the other day, Shopping at Marina Bay Sands with Kk ryan and Sx (heart shapes)

My awesome loot!

I couldn't return home of course without the La senza's prestige card which I absolutely love! *Squeals with Kk* I guess the thing I enjoy most every morning before school etc is to actually pick out the intimates I'm about to wear! Pretty bras makes me happy! Hehe & Oh has anyone been to the Victoria Secrets in Singapore? If yes, how is it there?! Formspring to tell me!! Alright that's all for the random pictures, let's get going on my life, it's gonna get pretty boring. Let's start with school....a major major really major drastic 180 turn. I actually look forward to school nowadays, enjoyable process of my everyday life...the friends in school are great and they actually crack me up everytime I have a frown on my face and even though my extreme fatigue seem to zombify me, my friends never fail to perk my day up! Oh the cafe's food great too, and I've been eating 6 meals a day! Love-life. Serving detention the other day was awesome, I got to experience sweeping and mopping of floor for the first time in my entire life and I absolutely love it! I might even consider it as a full-time job man! JK PLZZ.

For my personal life, my friends and me are still as close as ever and I'm at Ryan's place actually blogging this and Ivan(hwee) my bff is turning 18 this Sunday and we would be celebrating it tomorrow(i mean later on) at V4! Hopefully there would be a lot of pictures taken and I can't wait to see what life has in for me! I'm ever ready. This marks the end of my blog entry and so, click on my nuffnang because I'd be blogging a lot more regularly now that I got a good hold on my life now and definitely will make time for my cyber life more. Love, Yuye.

2011-05-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my almost lover.

Random

2011-05-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

OK, I know I suck as a blogger and I have totally ruined the rhythm of how I used to blog on AnB and I'm already suffering the consequences by losing more than HALF of my readers and I swear it sucks! However, for the remaining sweethearts, I have a perfectly good reason for not updating regularly and it's because of Ryan. I mean as a friend, he keeps pressurizing me to run errands for him and scolds me all the time causing me serious mental issues and I'm depressed all the time. OK I'm kidding, I'm saying that because he's sitting behind me now watching as I type this entry. Well, as a matter of fact, the REAL reason is because of school. And I don't think it's surprising to all of you that I've been neglecting my virtual almost-everything just because of school.
I really do not want to contaminate my only precious blog of how bad school sucks, so let's leave the matter untouched. Let's proceed on to something else... Like uhm,

Ohai! Yes! I fell down right into the school drain last Friday. Yep. Infront of practically everyone and the cute boy in my school. I was wearing my black jeans by the way and still a scar like this derived! OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? Either than this, I have bumps and blue-blacks on my entire right leg and elbow. DONT I DESERVE SOME COMFORT? And oh, I'm in the mood for picture taking, gonna ask Kally over tomorrow or something and fill this space up with pictures of us again! Stay tune alright? I'll revive apartandbeyond back like the past. Oh and

I used to look like this. :P

Fight

2011-05-04T11:58:00.001+08:00

To be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight, and never stop fighting. Win lose? It makes no difference, It ends tonight, and I'll open my eyes the next day, bringing only memories and people whom are worthy to the next day. Where the fight begins all over again, and I give it my best shot everytime, everyday. Strive harder and do not let the one failure be the obstacle of the entire journey. Start anew all over again after you open your eyes at dawn, biding failures goodbye. This is my fight, everyone has one. It's not who I am underneath but what I do that defines me. I refuse to die without at least a few battle scars.

I'm doing all of these, for all of you.

2011-05-02T05:38:00.002+08:00

Who just turned 17 on April 30th?

Curious to find out?

My Kk! *sheds tear!* Oh look at her, all grown up!

How is the birthday girl having her day?

Of course with,

Maria lights Cigarettes for all of them! Come! come!

Last but not least!

I

LOVE

Kally ahem, that is making a Y with her hand as it is my initial and also how she addresses me! I'm in a rush now and there are actually more pictures yet to be uploaded so stay tune!

Suicide

2011-04-29T04:00:00.000+08:00

I quote the Devil Wears Prada- She's not happy unless everyone around her is panicked, nausea or suicidal.
I guess that sums up the whole idea of school for every curious mind that wishes to have a gleam into my current life. Still, I manage to somehow find hope and "follow the white light" to the 101 Survival in School and I technically awarded myself with Hagen Daz just two days ago with Kally, Sx and Ryan.

My friends seems to be the only reason for my existence all these while. Having Guoxian go on a vacation at bkk had me realizing I don't have much of a life either way.....What the fuck. I'm being such a grumpy grape nowadays I'm spreading negative energy all around me and I doubt anyone reads my blog anymore. Don't bother on cheering me up. Just give me darkness, I'll do fine.

2011-04-17T10:04:00.000+08:00

Most favored beauty/make up products

2011-04-16T03:27:00.004+08:00

1. Lancome Teint Miracle Liquid Foundation

Hands down. Teint Miracle has became an essential in my make up routine, whether I'm planning on a simple get-away look or my normal full-on make up.. I'll use no other liquid foundations EVER either than this. Trust me, there IS a difference between the results you'll be getting from a regular drugstore priced foundation and a slightly pricier one. Oh, this foundation also helps to reduce redness for our skin. (Perfect for Asians since we tend to always get red around the nose areas or cheeks?) Everyone knows I'm a skin junkie, I'm experiencing no problems ever since I purchased it two months back also just for your pure amazement.. Wearing Teint miracle could actually help reduce redness + even out your skintone in time. Liquid foundation also enables us to build up the coverage...sheer, full or maybe just light touches around imperfections? $68 and should be available at any Lancome make up counters.

2. La Base Pro Make up Primer

I guess everyone knows Primers are designed to let our make up last longer, provides a smoother canvas for the foundation etc, thus giving us even more flawless looking skin? This primer is oil-free and it actually could reduce slight imperfections on skin + you know how some people have oily areas on their face? For example forehead? (Which I do not have hor!) Back to where I was, oily foreheads that actually looked kind of shiny? This primer matifies it, plus about a pea size amount could cover the entire face. Kiss touching up make up when you're out at the most inconvenient moments ever goodbye. I can't remember how much it cost, $78?

3. Maqui Loose Powder

To set all the foundation for longer lasting hours or providing you with a translucent, radiant looking skin. I practically bought this because all the make up gurus on youtube or forums owns a loose powder and never skip their daily make up routine without applying this on top of their liquid foundations etc. I wasn't a hundred percent sure whether it would be of any use to me or how the outcome would be like...it was like a...impulsive bought I wanted to try on seeing if it could give me a better looking complexion. I was right! Believe me cause I am a fucking idiot and god treats stupid people kind...along with the previous two product...This gives me a more settle looking overall. It's optional to girls that already have pretty awesome skin. $50? Or $60?

4. Eyeliners- Chanel Automatic Liquid Eyeliner & Lancome's Le crayon khol noir

Everything you could ask for in a liquid eyeliner, wing out, cats eye, thick or thin lines or shapes...the Chanel's liquid liner got it covered. It doesn't smudge and dries really fast, tip of brush soft but firm enough to create lines of different lineweight you desire. I use the Lancome's pencil liner for my bottom lashline, it works for me better that way...more natural looking? No flaking or smudging off after long hours wear..pretty ideal and settle. ;) Chanel's-$47, and the other I have no idea!

5. Topshop's Eyelash Curler

Eyelashes are like an assets for us girls, curling it properly does make the eye appear bigger and also...more attractive? I don't really think a different brand of eyelash curler would affect the curls or whatsoever in that much of a drastic way...I somehow favors the Topshop's curler most..well it's black? If your mascara accidentally stains the curler, it wouldn't be visible for the others to notice and realize you're a dirty person? It hold curls as my expectation, no problems on that actually. $13.

6. L'oreal ultra volume masacara

The reason why I wrote this blog post, I'm really excited to share this to the world. Okay I know Maybelline has a new mascara which enhances the length of our eyelashes till a crazy extend... You should use this! Words can't really describe my absolute fondness towards this baby, just... Love. Period. It does not flake, extreme length and volume (buildable). I'm out of words, it's pretty affordable for a mascara this good. No harm trying out new make up products! Price-Unknown. LOL

7. Benefit Porefessional(mint green), Majolica Majorca Skin lingerie pore cover, Majolica M Eyes reset gel

I know the exterior of the Porefessional & Skin lingerie are dirty, probably due to the fall outs that was leaked out in my make up pouch... I guess everyone knows the Porefessinal minimizes pores size..Skin lingerie has the same effect.(I bought it cause it looked pretty) The amazing thing is the Eye reset gel, which actually works as a eye make up remover. Pretty good one too! Convenient to bring out if having sleep overs!

Thus marks the end of the make up products I've been favouring for the previous two months till date. Oh, the above product is the L'oreal Base Magique face primer which works as good as the Lancome's at a more taffordable price if any girls that came across this wants a primer but find La base pro's price ridiculous ( Initially I was pretty zonked out by the price too, but since my mom paid of all the stuffs...I thought I should go ahead and spend to my heart's content!) Hehehehe. Let's hope my entry of boredom could actually be of some help to at least one anonymous stranger out there! If you have any awesome make up products to share, let me know! I promise I won't tell if it's sorta like your ultimate secret weapon for some crazy dewy looking skin etc!

2011-04-14T03:36:00.003+08:00

Random photo of my dad and me that I dug up probably Lunar new year during the beginning of February. I just really miss having late night talks with him, munching on snacks while watching youtube videos together. I love you fat. Xo

It'll wise of me to rest through the wee hours till dawn while I can, I'm looking forward to the day pretty confident things would all fall into place together and go well like a breeze and adding some new pictures of Kk and me! I'll have pictures on by this week, I pinky promise. In the meanwhile, readers that have been asking me regarding Joei's lens spree update etc, I just receieved an email from her about it and it would be best if you could directly visit her site http://vintageheroine.livejournal.com/ to understand the situation more clearly.

Well I guess offering something exciting could get me some nuffnang clicks, so how about... picture of me in School u?

Short rant

2011-04-13T13:33:00.004+08:00

I guess there comes a time in life for everyone in life to grow tired of their life, frustrated, vexed, disappointed till an extent living day by day seems to be the only way out rather than to drop dead and escape. I'm trying to see if Pk has my model of Usb cable if not I'll have to head out to get new ones this coming weekend. Speaking of which, I can't wait for the weekends to arrive. Though I'm sipping on bird nest now, I can't help but feel bitter in within. It's like everyone has a story they can't tell. I should probably stop lazing around and start clearing off the to-dos for today. I'll be back hopefully with some pictures that could keep this space alive. It seems that staying positive without a doubt requires more determination and will power than I''ve initially predict. It's been long since I feel this empty, with a missing camera cable..things just can't get any better for me can it?

School

2011-04-13T02:00:00.001+08:00

The first week of April has been filled with pretty much up and down, slight tiffs with friends and family are the down fall however the good sides practically took over.With nights filled with junk food, laughters and jokes that could made us all laugh to tears. Movie with Lucas was awesome and the first day of school wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My sister turned 18 earlier on (12th april), I'm taking this opportunity here to wish her a Happy birthday and thank you for all the years of happiness she gave me. Though we have fights that probably could be enough to kill one another, I still love you. Happy 18, Cherish your youth. And till we're old we could sit by the fireplace, with our children, mom and dad and share stories of our days as a kid. You're my one and only, no one in the world can replace, family.

Click on my nuffnang till I'm back! I found my camera wire!!

(Edit, False hope. It still isn't my cameraa wire. I'll figure a way out I promise)

To love is to fear

2011-04-07T02:20:00.002+08:00

Being pretty regular am I not? I'm technically just lack of my camera's cable, which Ryan promised to bring over tonight and pretty obviously did not do so due to sleep being more important than our friendship tightly bonded with intricate details that in some way tells me it might be able to describe how inseparable all of us has been. Kk has been busy with work, and school is starting in less than a week time. Since probably I'd published this entry only when Ryan comes over with the cable, I might as well finish it and speed up the process instead of stopping midway to accommodate with it.
Pink hair has been serving me rather well. I mean of course, you definitely will feel better standing next to me during your shitty bad hair day or sudden acne terrorizing the tip of your nose. My days have totally changed and techincally..working on irrelevant shitty stuffs for my Mom, having to spend almost every amid moment of life with my friends, cleaning up the mess I'm positive they deliberately created to add on my misery, I'm kidding... I love all of you awww....

I'm forcing myself into submission of obedientoly doing exercise everyday since I rarely have time to gym anymore, and right after I click the save as draft button I shall finish doing the rest of the sets and have the good rest I deserve for basically not getting a wink of sleep 3 full days. Sx and Ryan spent the night over at my place making up jokes about cockles, oysters, poison mushrooms...chilli flavored. I know your eyes sprang through the previous sentence with question marks forming in your mind how can that be the least funny. Sx and me literally brought each other to tears by repeatedly saying the few words mentioned above (In mandrian) and Ryan laughed bitterly every 20 times we came back saying Fungus etc because he couldn't understand how was it funny. (See... having a Eurasion as a friend is so tiring lor! Especially RYAN!)

You could actually catch a glimpse of Ryan with spectacles, sporting Sang nila utama's era clothing in between Kk and me! I spent my Tuesday evening meeting with Wenjia and Qianning at Whitesands then having dinner with Lucas and walking back to my place with him complaining at how he got an extreme fatigue just by strolling Pasir ris area with a distance probably covered within 15 minutes. My conscience kicked in a little after literally having the humid weather drown me out of nowhere and decided to walk Lucas to the bus stop only to have my feet bitten by an ant when making my way back home. It fucking hurts.

The remarkable happened when I purchased a dress online earlier on for myself and the immediate sugar rush started a race on my insides. Orgasmic having to actually get something all my friends agreed on letting me get it and even cheered me on purchasing it! The luxury of being able to shop in the comfort of your home, or for those crazily addicted shopaholics I believe exists somewhere out there on this puny planet..i'm sure there are people who are able to shop everywhere as long as they own a smart phone. I immediately terminated my shopping ban which I've obeyed for 4 months (yes. i actually lost count and thought it was 3 on twitter) I spent the last couple hours of yesterday's night till nw, 20 minutes before it's 2am catching up with Irwin and basically being able to be some kind of comfort to her made me feel that I'm returning the debt I owed her back in the late 2010... With all my heart Irwin, I know you'll read this & I can't wait till we head out for a good meal together. (heart shapes)

The number of events/birthdays yada yada happening in April that initially thrilled me even before any of them going to take place in at least a week later taken the "Revoked" card from the Tarots deck & all begin to frighten me tremendously with 37 different ways on how the entire month could be ruined by me or with me giving me half way by the outrageous amount of work and plans with friends that will be piled up throughout? Let's hope Ryan wakes up early so I can waste about approximately 13 minutes of your life :P Oh I intentionally added in the last picture of this entry our of just - kindness...pure kindness for those that hasn't quite get where the "pink" hair is. I feel like an honorable blogger that always sacrifices my ugly/weird faces, threatening not to feed Prince (Eileen's puppy), showing my pretty girlfriends just for your pure entertainment. Oh please give me an award.

Your hearts

2011-04-06T10:00:00.012+08:00

This is my promise to you that takes a minute within the moment of our existence in life but last through all eternity. I let you go.

2011-04-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

I miss Kk :(

Unsolicited

2011-04-05T08:40:00.004+08:00

I've given my word, I'm here to honour my promise sweethearts!

Taking photos with Kally was awesome. The clique gathered at my place for the night, we bought a bunch of snacks, good music, had a lot of talk and yes another undeniable enjoyable memory that would be added into the journey of our bond. I broke down in the night with Gladys comforting me through the phone and came back into the room with my friends comforting me attempting to stop me from crying. Either than the remarkable day we've spent together, let me tell you about my week?

I caught the movie Sucker Punch with Lucas over at Ehub few days back and settled at Subway for our dinner.. Kally and Am stayed over my place the next day and the rest of my days were mostly filled with my parents, wordsearch puzzles and books.. Surfing the internet does not seem the least appealing to me in any ways, I'm just getting really lazy in this month of April.

To perk up the perfect April fool prank Guoxian and me pulled on Wenfen THEN wenfen and me getting back at Guoxian..April is filled with birthdays, important events along with new experiences I look forward to. My sister will be turning 18, Kally & Xg's birthday following behind..I'm just thrilled to finish this month of April with my fingers crossed the month would pass with "happily ever after" endings. There are more pictures I have yet to upload into this entry, I'd save them for the next in case I get boring and neglect this space.....AGAIN. I'm looking forward into seeing the new movie HOP! Oh till I'm back again later with the rest of the pictures, click on my (you know what) till I'm back!

Xoxo

Teaser

2011-04-05T03:26:00.001+08:00

I know I promised Kally but I just had an asthma relapse, so I shall continue taking pictures with her at about 4am and update my blog later on in the morning. Promise, in the meanwhile. Click on my nuffnang advertisements till I'm back!

Surprise?

2011-04-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

Kally will be coming over tonight and be prepared because I'm in the mood to doll myself and her up and take pictures to update this space about our awesome family bond. Fyi, Kally is really fucking (I find no other more appropriate describtion either than) beautiful to use on her because she's practically the ideal kind of girl any guys would want. She DOESN'T wear make up(or RARELY 9/10 times) yet when she stands beside me( With make up) she looks even better than me myself.
So later, I would technically be using the pretty girlfriend bribery way for views and clicks for nuffnang. I'm sorry Kally that I'm using you for personal beneficial purposes but I've bought your favorite biscuit and the walk to Elias Mall wasn't the most pleasant and enjoyable journey so...accommodating each other is a natural process of being a family. Get used to being used by me for views. HAHAHAHAHA

Love you Kk, :)

Moonlight

2011-04-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Our lips touched to the sound of the smiths playing from the speakers. We blew out the candles yet in our embrace of ecstacy, there was a light that never went out. Love me for all my days and love me in all the right ways.

The heart holds many secrets

2011-04-01T07:50:00.003+08:00

Pink! Okay since I'm back updating this space I might as well let you guys know how I've spent the last week of March. Let's start by drinking on a particular friday with Guoxian, Ivan, Joel, Jeroel and another 2 of his friends at Butterfly till late...Meeting Shina for a brink the next day. Heading to NEX to meet with Gladys and Ivan there...Walking around and spending time talking and catching up with one another. Waiting for Ryan's arrival and accompanying him for late dinner at Carls Junior. We parted after spending a wee bit more time together and Ivan my bff got to take a long bus ride with me together (with Ryan but he's sitting in the front playing with my Itouch) and catch up with one another. It's been so long since I've last seen him it felt really good to have your bff cracking jokes and insulting you again.
My wednesday was spent at Butterfly & nana, Thursday was catching Sucker punch together with Lucas and having dinner afterwards at Subway! Headed to find Am and Xg and I had a great day before April bestows upon us.
Pleasant surprise for all of you!

Boohoo Embellished Maxi Dress

Brand new

Fits Uk 6-8

Selling at $36(slightly negotiable)

I got it at a MUCH higher price than that and the only reason why I'm selling it away is because it's too big for me..Will alter it to my size if offers are not met up to expectations! I'm pretty flexible, so quote me your best price and bring her home! It makes me sad to just see her sitting around the corner. Either email me directly at Enferyuye@Live.com or drop me your email address for further details/photos. OR for fast dealers, drop me your contact number directly! Love! Click on my nuffnang advertisements till I'm back will you berries please? *shy* April would definitely be great, I can feel it to the core of my bones! I'll definitely update more regularly and there are so many important birthdays and events upcoming this April. That's it, I'm officially thrilled. Make my day by ahem, going to the top right hand corner and do what you know you should be doing and I'll make yours too by being an efficient blogger. I guess everyone is thrilled about April, aren't they? Like er, Wenfen? HAHAHAHAHAH

Attention

2011-03-25T00:48:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, for those whom ordered lens from Joei. I would like to update you about it because, I know Joei is working now and she's really REALLY busy. She's a really nice person and I don't want people to think that she's inefficient or whatsoever, So..
The lens will probably be able to reach your mail by end of this month. She extended the orders date due to overwhelming good response, 320pairs if I'm not wrong/minimum capping orders so the orders were sent in slightly later than closing date + she just started work during that period. Please be patient and be understanding to J's situation!

(J, I hope you don't mind me helping you explain a lil here!)

For the record, I am utterly surprised when I signed myself in to nuffnang earlier on,

<="" center=""> I bet G-dragon reads my blog. Whatsoever, thank you for all reading all these while. I know I haven't been updating anywhere near to frequently, but I assure you I'll get a grip on my life with immediate effect and make sure to keep this space alive. I just had an awfully long talk that ironically was awesome when I reached home about a few hours ago, I've met up with my Primary school friends yesterday and I visited NEX shopping mall. My butt aches till now from sitting on the bike to and fro the destinations, i'm just thankful that my divine ass is resting comfortably now and I will never ride a bike EVER again. Random picture,

On a few requests,

After much consideration. Quote your price babies. Fits Uk 6-8, Forever 21 Jewel Dress. I am sane, I am positive. Alright, make your offer before my fickle-ness kick in and it wouldn't benefit either you or me! Click on my nuffnang advertisements till I'm back again! Have a awesome weekend!

And no you don't wanna mess with us

2011-03-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

Cause I'm fucking bad-ass.
Prove number 2,

So now you know not to mess with us huh...we've got guns dude.

Lame picture of am venting his anger on various arcade games including this. Ryan and me spent time walking about Tampines before settling for his dinner at evening and waiting for Kally's arrival before going crazy at Arcade games. Xg arrived in the nick of time for Red riding hood @ Golden Village, I was pretty confused by the movie when I first heard the title. Isn't the female lead the Needy character in Jennifer's Body? Oh and it turned out to be a pretty pleasant surprise that I absolutely adore the show. Though it's definitely no match for "I am number four". I am desperate in wanting to watch No strings attached but I just can't seem to find a partner that's free to do so! Guess I'll catch it when it's out in stores.....

Things that made my day 1, I received flowers. Beautiful and it has a fucking gold star in it.

Things that made my day 2, It was given by my lover Chris. Unfamiliar character to some maybe but when I was REALLY young..I remember blogging about him once on Smileslut? We've known each other for years and the flowers were actually meant for Valentine's this year but I delayed it till such an extent I guess he got new flowers since the one he originally bought are supposedingly(no I'm HIV-POSITIVE) DEAD.

Things that made my day 3, I met Chris of course, at Bishan. It's really nice to know that friends so long back in the past actually still cares about you.

Things that made my day 4, Guess who I bumped into at Junction 8? LINDA. *Squeals* I swear she made me reminscence pitifully alone on the way back home on the days I used to spend with her, regina etc at Boat quay. Still, reunition feels awesome.

Thank you all for clicking on my nuffnang advertisements all these while, I am in an exceptionally good mood by all the joy that bestowed upon me very kindly by fate and also wonderful friends. Bye berries!

The benefit of doubt

2011-03-22T06:01:00.001+08:00

Can a broken heart ever love again?

Hot mess

2011-03-21T08:54:00.001+08:00

If I could name one the few awesome things in the world, it definitely wouldn't include being me. Somehow, I manage to find balance within my world and not topple over all that isn't so great which happened. Juggling in between losing my sanity and maintaining perfect relationships all about could almost drive me insane. It's a part of life isn't it? I've learnt however, one trait I would say I'll be proud of..which is not to complain about what has happened. Infinitely. A little adjustment was needed to get used to partying life, I couldn't remember most of the parts within the period I have not blogged. However I do remember sharing awesome moments with Gladys, Lucas, Eileen, Jinren, Oscar, Gerald, Kevin, Aska and of course Guoxian, Janell andElizabeth. Powerhouse will forever remain a disgusting place to me, still Happy 18 birthday Janell and Elizabeth.

I've developed a tremendous fondness towards reading again, the wild and fun on-going in the outside seems to be taken over by the fragility of characters in the house of night novels and the adventures as I flip through each page. I reckon cooping up at home for the entire week to be enjoyable, let's hope I will get to meet Kally, am and xg today. I'll be updating a lot more often from now on, right Eileen? :)

Just so you know, eileen took all these pictures of me unknowingly. Some of them were requested by me but the rest of the unglam were her revenge to me for the world to see who I really am within. Like I said, I am number six. come get me you mogadorians.

Deep and meaningless

2011-03-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

How about a filler I thought through the previous night with 100% confidenceto achieve my desires.Hopefully I sounded pretty scary, because here!

Better than Winston, absolutely delicious. And she comes closer.

Seems to look perfect even with weird angled closed up shots....I'm not admitting being jealous of a puppy. Introduction? The name's Prince. Prince cheah. No not like that! Pronounce with arrogance like (CheY just nreplaced by H. HAHA) 3 months old male that is just too adorable that loves people. No aggression, just pure plain divine CUTE.Now now....shouldn't you click on my ads after prince's eyes conveying unexpressable love he was bestowed upon on by me but could only repay by licking my cheeks for someone *ahem* that would think he's cute to well....thank me on his behalf. *Coughs*
Prince belongs to Eileen anyway, he's a retarded puppy that doesn't know his name yet responds to hand claps and probably my beauty & charm! Hahaha, I'm filling the rest of the post with irrelevant pictures & I'll be expecting a Mount Fuji ascendment due to Prince's appearance if not you guys probably know what might happen to the puppy.
Do you guys really want to bear the guilt of making a puppy have his toy snatched over and over again and never getting to play with it even when placed right infront of it to torture his soul? Oh you imbeciles! (button is at the right, the fate of the pup's childhood will depend on you! AND YOU)

Hg mall, nonsensical chit chattings, Marina bay, Katong and thn Bugis for pool killed me, I felt as if I won a tug war with maybe 14 gorillas. I enjoyed my day nonetheless, thank you Bella & Martin & Lucas.

An overdue picture of us taken probably 2 - 3 weeks back. Summarizing this entry with a picture of myself and a little sneak peek on what I've done for the past 2 days?

Spent the past 2 days with am and xg, I can't remember all that well.trying to flashback on when exactly did I went over might make my brain feels slightly uncomfortable, bullied, abused and forced. I advise all of you to just let it go. Haha! Picked Kally up from her place & Xg and her sent me home before he fetches her for school. I spent my time gathering my friends to form the clique of I am number four & we are just short off number 5 now that will no longer be vacant since Ivan definitely have to take up the last spot...I mean there's no one else left to play along with me on my mindless & almost humiliating games.... I can't wait to have a human being to talk to right this moment because I've reached a new limit with boredom. It emphasizes on my exhaustion and I am totally having my eyelids shutting down on me so. Look at Prince, you know what to do folks. Goodbye!

My love will get you home

2011-03-13T17:57:00.003+08:00

I've been staying home for the past week. I've lost count on how many days were spent sleeping, playing word search my mom bought for me at the local bookstore..reading I am number four & the latest house of night novel Awaken, msn phonecalls with Janell, Flaboo(Iphone application) and end. My mom motivated me to head out after offering to bring me to the market for the first time in my life which leads to heading out with my brother Guoxian with Nixon at Top one singing till late, picking Jeroel up from work, having breakfast, and proceeding with the day to meeting gladys at her place. Joining Lucas at Hougang mall for dinner, meeting Sam and Zhi wei and accompanying them for their dinner... talking for the next hour or so before Gladys decides to shout REALLY LOUD because she couldn't convince her friends she wouldn't be celebrating her birthday this year and scaring the busker lady that's playing piano causing her music to come to a halt and us laughing at her for doing so through the embarrassment and attention she caused. Haha, waiting for Martin to come pick us up, heading to Marina Bay for lots of talking, laughters not to leave out mosquito bites (JESUS I have like 4 on each thigh), Ponggol Nasi Lemak for the boys while I watch old drama being played at the coffeeshop television, Fusion for pool and finally home. I woke up with less than 4 hours of sleep thanks to a terrible flu which I have not a clue how I managed to catch it either. It adds up to my anxiety level causing me to almost lose my temper because I avoid rain in fear of falling ill, avoid the sun because I hate the heat and STILL.. My health fails me every now and then!I remember Eileen visiting me with her puppy for a favor, buying a macbook pro online. Goodbye to $1500. I spent most of the time alone except the few days when everyone left overseas, my sister and me spent the day cooped in her room. Ryan and Xg lazed ard sleeping and I've never felt so alone in my entire life. Well I guess keeping my mind off what I fear will be best till the airline company calls again.
The world seems like it's crashing down on me when I received the best phone call of my life from Xg followed by a text from Am telling me xg and him are awaiting my arrival &Here I am, blogging in Rachel's room, in the midst of picking the perfect birthday present for Xg's birthday. The entire tab board filled with Gucci.com, Montblanc.com, LouisVuitton.com, XE universal currency, Ebay.com and I sense the perfect "pocket going to be burnt with a massive hole" feeling. *My mind did a cartwheel* I'm pretty wordy today because I haven't been giving good posts lately. And of course, with all the money I've been spending.....I feel like I've already died a little inside. On the bright side, I smell like wild berries today because I finally used the Annasui Forbidden affair which I bought purely for it's exterior(WHICH looks toooooo alluring). I'm bare faced, with a crop tee and a dark denim hot shorts I bought 5 years back with my hair down prolly looking like shit. Which adds up to another reason for the frown on my face, I look like fucking shit.
I pass by girls with exquisite faces almost every time I head out, I just cannot help but feel inferior. I barely dare to look anyone in the eye anymore afraid that they might see the real ugliness hidden deep beneath somewhere. Eyes are the windows to the soul right? I just don't understand how is it possible for girls out there to look effortlessly beautiful, waking up to the perfect face, hair messed slightly yet alluring when looked upon... Long thick hair dyed in whatsoever color, and with just an oversized shirt and tint moisturized face, eyes enlarging contacts and a swipe of mascara on each eye. They look breath-taking. Yet I am, a shoulder length dark brown hair girl, standing at 161, being laughed at everytime I take off my wedges, slightly puffy eyes, with the sides of my nose lightly reddish due to the flu...looking not even a quarter like them when I put in 101% to doll up. There goes my ego and confidence.. I'm just so thankful to have Ryan and Xg that aren't judgmental, they thinks my insults are funny instead of hurtful, the way I talk symbolizes the characteristic of someone with attitude &I am independent and have a unique style that no one will EVER be able to replicate instead of just another ordinary looking stucked up girl. I own a soul that yearns for freedom, to see the world from all angles and to live a life according to how things goes. I love tattoos, everything about it. From how they were developed, different ways used by different countries, the pain we have to endure for having it on us forever. The way we have to sit through the pain tells me everything comes with a price to pay. With every action we make, follows up with an reaction name consequence. Be it for beauty, for love, for friendship, for family etc,

With tattoos, I am often just labelled upon as the typical hooligan, or just another uneducated typical tattoo-ed no future girl trying to look cool. When I had my first tattoo, I told myself that it is alright to be judged because when my parents & close friends look upon me their gaze tells me I am still myself. They know my story so I didn't care how others looked at me. I think the world as beautiful yet we all know it's a jungle out there and there will be places we will never go, people we will never meet... It doesn't matter if one or two people think badly of me..My parents weren't ashamed of my tattoos, never asking me to hide them (I still do so every single time unless during fights Hahaha), friends raving abt my bravery for the high tolerance for pain & not being afraid of being critically judged. Envious of my open-minded parents and I meet strangers and passerby that doesn't judge me & even compliments me!!! It blocks out the negativity of the world being a bad place. It might not even mean a thing to them but I feed on their words to make myself ignore all the awkward stares, the look of condemnation and discrimination within people's eyes. Hurtful words of judgement that feels like thorns from a friend's family member, parents' friends or boyfriend's family member. If they judge me with discrimination filled with unwillingness of acceptance, they are unimportant and my goodbye is immediate. Tattoos are something permanent and follows you everywhere. On pictures...on your wedding day, on important decent dates... Yet, every single one of them symbolizes and illustrates who I am. Each of them tells me a phase of my life I've been through. People ask if I've regretted any of them, Brutally honest? I did. I can never be one of the girls with luminous dewy untattooed skin. I make mistakes and there are occasions when I make impulsive decisions with my entire being consumed by how great it looked on celebrities or anime characters, the adrenaline rush of having it on somewhere everyone find the pain intolerable.... It's just how I like my life to be, with a slight thrill that keeps me alive.
It defines who I am, and people are bound to regret their tattoos at some point of their life. I was taken aback when I started receiving compliments online about my tattoos because I thought to myself, Have anyone thought how I would look on my wedding day? Never will I look angelic or breath-taking. Are the online anonymous complimenting my bravery, or just following the mindsets of the Y generation thinking I'm one of the common hooligans? Thought exterminated. I lead my life still grateful to everyone of you that has complimented me. Still my mom yearns for a decent looking daughter & wants me to be happy! Her farewell to hypocritical gossiping friends whom attempted teaching her "show her whose boss" technique was merciless causing her circle of friends had drastically descended.. (sigh)I'm of an age capable to make wise choices. Hesitation was unnecessary, their happiness was every inch more crucial than mine. The world wasn't revolving around me & I'm leeching off them not even repaying one quarter of them bringing me to the world not to mention the materialistic stuffs? For girls- The lancome eyeliner you totally do not need because you already have the Shu uemura's in every color, the Ipod touch when you already own the iphone4. The new dress when your closet is bursting from apparels you've worn only once & existence sunk to the bottom of your mind because of the "Just in" items from Nastygal, the $10 you took for topping up value for your ez link when you only added 5 in and used the remaining for probably fries at Macdonald... *Flashback at the sight of horrendous pile of clothes &make up at home*I'm sure it's not just me right? (Show some love for shopaholics on my formspring! PLZ I DONT WANNA BE A FREAK) Always getting the newest phone, wearing a plain tee bought with an outrageous price tag when it was available at Cotton on, ordering mac through your cellphone when it's less than 5 minutes walk away( i do that too, and Im an exception because I eat macdonald once in half a year) carrying labels and splurging our parents' money as though they own a bank (My mom says that all the time, does yours?)I used to have the worst temper EVER, all of my friends chose their words wisely before they speak, no one dares to wake me up when I sleeps in class, if I overslept for school, my parents fear to ask me up....Beat that. I literally flipped out at ANYONE & leave the mess for my parents to clean up (during school days), I wrote countless 5000 words essay on proper attire grooming and reflections on being defiant along with sets of school rules which I lost count i was bestowed very kindly by our discipline mistress. She's really sneaky I swear, she has NEVER suspended me but instead gave me detention after school and made me water the flowers &plants in school.(She's awesome actually & I visited her 2months back) Oh well it didn't bother me because I had plenty of time to spare back then and my hobby was to eat roti prata at Simpang till late and climb the fence into school at record speed time (9 seconds) with skirt DEFINITELY 5cm above knee length (hehe) &not zhao geng!!! Impressive right?
Okay okay, I just want to announce to the world, I had one of my tattoos removed. I know I am doing the right thing & I feel rather proud of myself. I hope my parents could see I've grown to become sensible and not make impulsive decisions anymore. I've just accomplished, survived and been through so much and I'm not even 17 yet. This feels great, for once I know I did something right. I'm making the right choice for someone that gave me love till an extreme extend. A favor please? No not nuffnang. Pray for Japan and yes I know I laughed when I saw someone saying Tsuami will hit Singapore and it did not. I wasn't informed of what happened yet and I am now, For the missing people and family in despair, do what we can to help.. Thank you. Ending with a picture of myself on my bike.

XOXO

I breathe

2011-03-10T08:21:00.000+08:00

With Gladys, it marks a memorable day of walking around town searching for a pair of NikeA. Walking to and fro from Wisma to 313, spending time at Forever 21 and New look, having an awesome time with her friends Lucas, Oscar and Cheryl complete with a good bus ride home with her. Quality time together, well at least we got to know each other a lot more better through all these everyday moments of life... It's a part of friendship isn't it? I've been sleeping at home for at least the past week or so, not heading out AT ALL and yesterday, just before my mom left for work...She brought me to the market(For real) Can you believe the fishes and prawns selling there are actually alive and kicking? (Literally bumping about) It scared me out of my wits and throughout the entire time I was too fascinated with the wet market that I look almost like a retarded and she has to explain to the stall aunty that was laughing at me secretly(she thinks) that it was my virgin experience at the wet market. AND I LOVED EVERY BIT OF IT. It doesn't have the overly pungent smell though, I wonder why(as most people complain) well I guess it was a good thing and I managed to return home with a bunch of snacks. I woke up with the best surprise ever, I am number four-

The book actually, which I've asked my mom to purchase and drop it at the door before she leaves for work and I swear it's such an awesome book. I'm halfway through the newest House of night novel and is planning to purchase the fledlging handbook 101 from Amazon once I'm done with it. Being a vegetable at home, drowning myself with books, lots of good anime and snacks kicks ASS. Whatsoever, the undeniable lonliness from the distance of my friends also kicked in last night so I headed out with Guoxian and Nixon to Top one for my concert. You guys should have purchased the tickets from all sistics outlets, but you're too late anyway.. I ended my concert and will be heading to the next destination for my world tour. TOO BAD. Hahaha! We picked Jeroel up from work and headed for Breakfast at 444 before they dropped me home and my night had a rather splendid ending, without doubt. Toast for great friends really. I'll be meeting Gladys later on for lunch and head for facial appointment later at 7! Sometimes I JUST LOVE MY LIFE, DON'T YOU? Random pictures of Gladys and me, I'll update with more pictures of us l8r on! :)

I know I look like a fucken piece of mess, I havent slept for days and I am exhausted(which you can already tell) I'll be more polished up I swear, I just can't get my hair to behave nowadays and I have no idea what to do with it anymore! I shall quit screwing around with you and end this entry politely asking you to click on my nuffnang advers till I return home with pictures of my lunch later with awesone bella. If i am lucky, I could actually get her to take pictures for me to update this already-dying space. Let's hope I'll be able to find something decent to wear later on! I'm watching you berries, be good and give clicks to my add and I shall behave and make this space lively and fun! (Heartshapes)

Like a star

2011-03-07T00:20:00.001+08:00

Well my days are techincally spent lazing at home sleeping.. I know it sounds pretty pathetic but I'm having the time of my life in dreamland. As far as I can remember, I spent Wednesday with Gladys, shopping around town and meeting Lucas, Sheryl and Oscar for KFC.. I couldn't remember the rest of how my days were spent, but it's time to start spending my time wisely and by that I mean, meeting Guoxian on Tuesday for singing. (I can't wait!)
I'm waiting for Gladys to send me the remaining of our pictures before I post it altogether as a whole, and putting my camera into good use.. I shall not be lazy again. She'll send me the pictures tomorrow so please all, stay tune. Xoxo. Please don't ask me why i look like shit, I haven't slept for 3 days when I went out with her. Love you bella

Click on my nuffies till I'm back!! Stagnant $$ make me unhappy! NOT HAPPY!!!

Scars

2011-03-01T06:14:00.000+08:00

How pleasant,

What came in the mail also gave me the most effortful battle of opening the package, only after an exhausting battle..finally opening the package. To find that in within are two smaller ones. Immediately I died a little on the inside.
Thought I should show you one of the apparels I bought! Partially because the model(from karmaloop) looks TOO adorable in this I just couldn't resist... Yes?
Then of course, hearing the raves online about some make up product again... I got this a couple of days ago from Watsons.
The L'oreal face primer. I haven't got the chance to try it on yet but I can't wait! Some make up guru online apparently used this in one of her youtube videos and it instantly became the new "must buy" for cosmetics. I'm pretty positive however that even if this works wonder, it would end up with the pitiful fate of being stashed against the pile of makeup stack. Oh well!
Yes, these are what I've been snacking on these few days. Gaining weight....Oh the pain. In addition to this short update, apparently someone from formspring asked if I could post up photos of me back when I was younger(secondary school days or something likewise) coincidentally since I haven't been putting my camera to good use, I suppose it's a good compromise to make apartandbeyond not as fucking dead as it is now. (giggles) Of course, people would think it's just some boring pictures of me in the part. Which, hey you creature...you're wrong. I'm gonna post some kickass funny ones! Starting with this!

Me looking weirdly like a lady bug.

Some weird face...

Yes. STRAIGHT CUT BANGS.

Classic spoof of *Innocence*

You are warned.

It's still an almost-impossible task to convince me that I have lost about 10kg in 2-3 weeks time in year 2010

For the grand finale my berries,

My second attempt on social suicide, now that the satisfactory feeling has spread throughout your gut and probably every part of your entire being... Look I sacrificed myself for your tea time entertainment! COME ON! FOR THAT YOU HAVE TO CLICK MY NUFFNANG POKES*

How perfect

2011-02-26T05:50:00.000+08:00

1. Do not cheat on a girl. We girls talk, we WILL know, and we WILL find out, and we WILL dump you!
2. Be aware of all your girlfriends’ guy friends, brothers, fathers, or anything.
They are protective. Every single male friend we have will kick your ass if you end up hurting her.
3. Never ever miss an opportunity to tell her that she’s beautiful. We girls love that.
4. If she slapped you hard, you probably deserved it.
5. Do not be afraid of holding her. If she’s going out with you in the first place, it’s obvious that she likes you and wants to be in your arms.
6. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend -- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts or hoodie’s, and a really pretty piece of jewelry.
7. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely. We think that’s really cute and sweet.
8. If a guy is bothering your girlfriend, it is your right to beat the sh!t out of him.
9. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. It’ll make her feel secure that you love her more than the other girl.
10. Never ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
11. Go along with her to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went with her.
12. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. Or else.
13. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. Let her win once in a while.
14. Memorize your girlfriend’s birthday. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life. Not gonna lie.
15. Don't drench yourself in the cologne, but smell good.
16. You don’t have to spend a million dollars on the Birthday/Christmas/Valentine gift. It doesn't have to be expensive, or cost anything but it has to be meaningful.
17. Don’t ever lie to us; we always find out.
18. Don’t say you understand when you don’t. That’s bad.
19. Remember: Girls are pretty, but your girlfriend is the Prettiest!
20. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; but doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.
21. Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships.
22. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe. Don’t bother trying to convince us otherwise, that is a bad idea.
23. It’s good to be sensitive, to a point.
24. If you did something wrong, apologize. Even if you didn’t, do it anyway.
25. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not.
26. We are self-conscious by nature; we can’t help it. Let it be.
27. We don’t shave our legs every day so just get over it.
28. Shave your face, no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we probably hate it. We like you clean shaven.
29. Show off a little, we think it’s cute.
30. You are our boyfriend, our man, our protector, whether you know it or not, you are;act like it.
31. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts
32. We love it when you hug us from behind and whisper in our ear.
33. "Fine" is NEVER an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.
34. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. Don’t obsess over that.
35. I expect you to call me. If you don’t, you go down.
36. I'm more forgiving of you than I really should be. Don’t you dare take advantage of that.
37. When I compare my flabby tummy to a kangaroo pouch, say nothing.
38. You look hot in hooded clothing items. Always.
39. You should never tell a girl what to do. Ever.
40. Any decent man will ask a girl out to her face. I mean; if you aren’t man enough to ask us out to our face, who says youre gonna be man enough to our boyfriend at all.
41. Girls are very impressed when you ask them for advice. Unless its about another girl.
42. I'm unimpressed with a man who doesn't take the lead.
43. When in doubt, go with the shirt that matches your eye color.
44. You're sexy when you're shaving, fixing things, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, driving, eating a peach, holding a baby.
45. Girls need to hear how you feel about them. Often. Tell her now.
46. A girl wants to be the best thing that ever happened to you--and for you to recognize this and tell her.
47. If she’s not feeling loved, she will start looking.... ( for .....? )
48. We like it when you tell us what you're thinking, even if you don't know yourself. It’s cute.
49. It's cheating as soon as you're doing something with her that you wouldn't want me to see, hear, read...
50. For the record: I'd rather you break up with me than cheat.
51. We can fall in love with you without really knowing you, if you are an @ss, we will find out, and we will get over it. Fast. Don't ruin it.
52. You like her, make a move. Don’t just sit there, you will fail, and you won’t get her.
53. Guys who play sports are hot. They build muscle, and no matter what we will be at all of your games.
54. When you compliment us, we aren't sure how to accept the compliment without leading you on or reject the compliment without hurting you. So just bear with us here.
55. WE HATE BEING LED ON! If you think it's bad being led on by a girl, try being led on by a guy.
56. We like it when guys are willing to have an actual relationship, not just a one-night stand.
57.don't be obssessive. Major turn-off.
58. Call sometimes, just to say hi, not for a certain reason. When we see your number on caller ID, our heart always skips a beat. Try calling just to say good night, or good morning, its soo adorable!
59. BE HONEST!
60. Don't ONLY tell us what we want to hear. We HATE that.
61. At sleepovers, if you wonder what we talk about, quit worrying. It really is only you.
62. If you catch us staring, it is most likely because we're spacing out, not because we really stare at you. Unless we smile when you notice. Then you either look really hot, or we like you.
63. We like it when you hold us when we're crying. It's good to feel loved and safe.
64. Don't go to our friends to talk about us. Come straight to us.
65. Don't tell us you love us unless you are positive you mean it. If we don't say it back, it's just that we really want to mean it when we say it. Don't say it right away, then it shows lack of commitment.
66. We like our hands to be held and our waists to be touched.
67. We like you to kiss our hand and cheeks and forehead, not just shove your tongue down our throats. We do like to breathe.
68. We like it when you're tender, but don't lose your masculinity.
69. Do chivalrous things when we least expect it
70. As surprising as it may be, while guys might actually look at personality, the first thing girls look at tends to be looks. We're not going to see you and think, 'I wonder what his personality is like!' Terrible, but true.
71. If we love you, and youre hurt on the basketball court, rolling on the floor in pain; we’re hurting more just watching you.
72. We LOVE it when you get nervous around us. It's adorable! Don't think you have to be Mr. Cool Guy all the time.
73. Don't play hard to get. We’ll get bored and move on.
74. If you don't call us, then we will spend hours thinking about why you never called, and we will waste a lot of time thinking about it, eventually coming to the conclusion that we don't like you anymore.
75. We lost interest quickly if you lead us on but never take action.
76. We might seem to flirt a lot, but a girl always thinks about the one guy she really likes right before she falls asleep.
77. When a girl likes a guy, she subconsciously gives him a song that makes her think of him every time she hears it.
79. Randomly compliment girls in conversations. If you're talking about sports, be like "Oh, by the way, that shirt really made your eyes look green today." It totally throws us off, and we love it.
80. Ask us about how we're doing once in a while, and at least pretend to be interested.
82. Play with our hair without being like a gay hairstylist.
83. We get really happy when you show any sign of interest. Don't just do it and then never do it again. Bad bad bad…
84. Keep up the conversation on IM and phones and in person! Don't be awkward. That’s bad.
95. Girls fantasize too, its just not always about sex.
100. If a girl really likes you, just seeing you will make her day.
101. Even if you aren’t all that cute, and we like you, we think you’re hot. Don’t take advantage of that, take pride in that.
102. Every time you smile at us, it may mean only a little to you, but it means the world to us. Don't take the little things for granted

With a little imagination

2011-02-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

Can I be a penguin too?

Me with my friends

Aww..they even drew me into some kind of manga like thingy, and of course my younger brother

Xoxo

Sublime

2011-02-22T13:05:00.005+08:00

Few things I would like to share after a tedious period of not updating decently! First, which is of course regarding the lens shout out (which in actual fact was me trying to help Joei reach capping asap so I could get my contacts) is a success!

She's still taking in orders till Wednesday, I'm literally waiting eagerly for her to place the orders!! It has been such a delight having Joei as a friend because she manages to get lobangs for all the cheap loots all the time! (With cappings of course which sucks badly) Am glad it's finally going to end! (Oops, she extended it till 27th feb)
Secondly, I am IN LOVE with my new liquid foundation. Yes without a doubt, revlon colorstay will forever remain best in my heart....however if there's one thing I find intolerable about it despite how flawless it makes my skin looks.. It's the smell and the fact that it has no pump. The price however is friendly as hell, $28 sgd? And it's yours. THE SMELL.. Oh dear. It smells like literal paint, with lots of super glue added to it. I can't smell it once it dries up but still, I imagine the sight of any of my friends getting close up to me for whatsoever reason and ended up catching the faint scent of my foundation then having the theory that my face reeks of paint smell. Flight of fancy got that covered, I spam-spritz my perfume hoping it'll kill off any slight chances of the foundation smell EVER being caught(But beat it, not many foundations could be on par with the colorstay). So the other day, I was at Mount Elizabeth with my mom for my appointment and after hell..She very kindly tried to make me feel better by offering me an all expenses paid make up spree around Orchard. We headed to Paragon's lancome when my DAD has to ruin our shopping trip due to work(he was being our chauffeur..HEHE) and my mom only managed to get a few skincare products while I quickly snacked their new liquid foundation off the rack! Teint Miracle!

Pretty...Heard mad raves about it I swear. And It did not let me down at all, everyone should go get it! Pretty pricey though but it's worth every single cent + it smells good too! There's still a bunch of stuffs I would like to clear off my wishlist next shopping trip with my mom...It's better to leech off her now because I wouldn't be able to do so once I'm all grown up and independent! AGREE???!! I spent my saturday with Darren and I have no idea how I managed to drink so many packets of Vitasoy till I had gastrics. I did a facial for myself on Sunday with the mask I got from Watsons(I bought it because I couldn't resist how awfully adorable their packagings were) and I've accumulated quite a number of them I thought I should try on one of them.

Adorable, isn't it? Guess what? They're priced at $2 each, and my mom will freak out and KILL me if she ever finds out because she managed to convince me that using unknown cheap products will make my face rot (-.-) Which...I do agree but not really EVERYTHING right? They ARE pretty good!

And in case you missed my fat face, here's a totally unecessary picture of me having the mask on.I thought I should share because I look as if I had on mascara. WHAT! It's not a crime to have short lashes! Then of course

GUESS WHO?

I look good even on Iphones.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Well, you might not believe me but $200 for this Iphone4, delivered to doorstep with 12gb internet data usage, free unlimited sms (cant remember the rest) do I hear any doubts? I'm totally serial. Me myself was feeling rather doubtful when I heard of it but when it really happened, *Blown away* I immediately updated a status "Guess who has the iphone4?" Responded with comments that it isn't actually a big deal.. WHATEVER. GFY!! The end of random shits. My mom is currently down with a really bad fever and I'd be busy till she fully recovers. I really miss Ivan hwee, Guoxian and Ivan(my bird) a hell lot. It's time to make out time to catch up with them.. Ivan bird's surname is actually Koh and all I can remember of myself disturbing him was repeatedly saying, "IVAN! YOU COLD(KOH) ANOT?" Then making fun of Ivan Hwee, HWEE YEW HWEET. I swear weird names makes my day! Oh how about this? Some guy name Ben, surname Low. Hi ben low, Can you bend lower? HAHAHAHHAHA.

Random pictures I found because Yiling wanted to know what I was wearing and I turn out sending her different outfits asking of her opinions. HAHAHAHAHA. Click on my running nuffnang ads till I'm back again, (I just found out where the webcam was located in my mom's laptop) So it means there'll definitely be more pictures. I've just wasted a shit load of money again, on some apparels which would arrive latest by Friday at my doorstep and also $330 gone from the Mount Eliz appointment which of course I could NEVER have the heart to let my mom pay for it...Consequences y'knw? Technically, I am this close to mugging the next human I see. HEY YOU!
*In fear* "What do you want from me? Don't hurt me!"
GIVE ME THAT CAREBEAR UMBRELLA! *SNATCH*
Proceeds to open it and run along the pavement in super slow motion yelling, " CAAAAAAAARRRRRRREEEEEEEEBEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRR!

LAST CALL(Edited)

2011-02-20T03:40:00.001+08:00

LAST CALL

Last call babies! Vintageheroine's EOS LENS PREORDER has capped ~~85/100~~ 120++ pairs (Tuesday) YES YOU ARE LEFT WITH 5 DAYS. 1st pair-$13.50, 2nd for $13, 3rd@$12.50th pair priced at $11.50 and for the 5th pair onwards-$11! Of course you'll be entitled to a $2 off total bill (for 2pairs&above only) if you quote my name! They are available in degrees too so please mail all enquiries &orders to Vintageheroine@gmail.com (Joei) or click VintageHeroine to be redirected to view Eos lens catalog. Lens will reach 1-2 weeks after orders sent in, and they are YEARLY lens (lasting from 6months to a year depending on how you takecare of them)
JOEI WILL CONTINUE TO TAKE IN ORDERS TILL WEDNESDAY. Thanks sweethearts!

BE QUICK BERRIES(Heartshapes)

Forlorn

2011-02-17T23:41:00.005+08:00

If you're here to check for updates, will you take this as more of a bribery to click on my nuffnang advertisements than a patronizing entry which I've swore upon two cookies never will be seen on my site again? :( I've been terribly caught up with life and attempting to make amends for things I've accidentally screwed up, I guess the blame is not on me since I'm ameliorating myself into a better someone agree? Since the Chinese new year has came to a complete end, a rather pleasant one I would like to cue in.. Summarizing almost half of February, I would say opening the mail to hand-made Vday cards contented me the most. With my "sky-rocketed" mood, it can only be my awesome ninjas friends that could end the whole saga with yet another happily ever after. I'd bring my camera out soon, I mean it. Even me myself can't stand the sight of stagnant entries..Ugh. Anywho...Till I'm back again, I'd be expecting a thrillion clicks on my nuffnangs. Come on..Just look at me! I'm a fucking fairy!!!

Ps, this was when I was 14? Hehehehe

Provence Lavenders

2011-02-13T16:18:00.003+08:00

(You might wanna read on because I did a shoutout for the lens I'm wearing)

No sweethearts, I did not get a restraining order placed on me from my site but someone allowed idleness in for a short lunar new year vacation stay with me so I hope this would answer nicely to everyone that went pondering if I have abandoned my site for parties thus the empty promises on updates! Oh! For the optimistic at least I'll be updating now with what's really called a decent entry rather than to con my way through with "unpatronizing entries" I've decipted so well all those time ahahhahahaha! Due to all the hectic days in the week, the constant flipping out thunderstorms temper every couple of hours....then the excessive exasperation and drained-out enthusiasm actually sent a surge of compulsion to delete my ENTIRE SITE aka my online existence. 90% brain-dead when I got the message from my brain which I just thought of it that if I was 90% asleep, my brain might have sent that message semi-retarded-ly right? RIGHT?! HAHAAHA, alright ahem... Pure delighting for me to maintain my soundness of judgement and sanity because I swear whenever that night was, I was THIS close to closing down everything online but I was just too tired to finish the last step(It's my habit), Oh below are some pictures AM and me took at town some time back. Read on because there are questions that were asked by many at fs(1@fb) but I'm replying here because I'm not really a fan of answering questions for the 1276th time..Here's our weird faces!

I need to finish this post as soon as I can because I've stayed on the laptop for REALLY LONG. So here's what you girls asked(well at least some of you) me on Fs/Fb/Rl..

Question:Where did you get your contacts? What's the model &color? HOW MUCH?*

Just tell me I'm right about all you wanted to asked & blow me kisses on formspring later.

ANSWERS:

I bet majority could predicate now where I got my contacts from! Hahaha, I bought them from Joei la! If you already know who she is, link to her site would be below this entry, (clickable name link below)

What model & color are you wearing?

Unless your Hyperopia or Myopia degrees are more than 1000, I am not going to answer you what model they are! Either than the one I am wearing, there're other models/colors for you to choose!

Barbie Super Nudy Series (G207)

Random pink lens

Jewel Series Two tone (below)

This is a Preorder. Joei is capping at 100 pairs and closing date for this will be on 25th February! If she reaches her cappings earlier than closing date, we would all get our contacts x10 faster. (Which is the whole point for this shout out!)
Her website is http://vin huh? Oh...I forgot to let you know how much a pair of twinkling eyes cost.......*shy*
$13.50/for the first & $13/ for the 2nd & $12/ for the 3rd & yes you're prolly right.. $11.50/for the 4th &&& $11/ for the 5th pair onwards!!!
I should have known that having more girlfriends would come in handy one day lor. Now that I've shared with you such good lobang, still think I'm "ledgit gross" huh? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Quote my name and be entitled to $2 off your total bill!**(For 2pairs&above only)
To enter Joei's page, click VintageHeroine
Orders will reach within 1-2 weeks after Preorder ends. I'll do a review later when I'm home, ;) HI JOEIII!

Shouldn't you fly free?

2011-02-08T05:06:00.003+08:00

Stop.Chasing.Ghost.
Yes but I have times it just feels as if the whole world is crumbling down on me and I need someone to rant all my heart felt feelings to. Being who I am today took a massive amount of courage, it's a good thing that year 2011 has been great so far. I just never expected going without make up, wearing awful looking but comfortable home clothes...making a complete fool out of myself...all that I've never thought I would show to another being actually happening now. As I type, I was also singing weird songs loudly trying to irritate Am and Xg whom both are sleeping behind me. I thought that no one either than Ivan(hwee) could see me in a state like this but AWW.. Am & Xg, I love both of you! Often people look upon BG friendships as something like an evanescent because either party would fall for one another. Shit dude...there's NO way I would fall in love with Ivan. Come on now really, just look at him. Oh I shouldn't even get started about AM and XG. Acknowledging the beautiful fact that they genuinely are concerned for me, I feel like the luckiest being on Earth right this moment. All the heart talks, nonsensical blabberings, comforts, aimless sight seeings, advices, shopping trips and laughters, I would be glad to address another post for you guys next year.

This 2011 is definitely an awesome year for me, give thanks. So much to anticipate, so much to do. I need to hit the gym pretty soon..God damn it, OH I've added a weird picture of Ryan and me below. He's such a FUCKING DOUCHE sometimes, he KEEPS stealing lighters from me till that extend that my dad and me was bestowed upon the lovely procedure of lighting our cigarettes using the STOVE for TWO DAYS. I guess the Best buddy forever package has forgotten to mention his tremendous fondness of stealing my lighters.

I couldn't find a more appropriate photo, though my xg isn't a fan of taking pictures, let's just imagine there's someone there ....right at the spot where you think it's appropriate. Aww but come on, friends do stupid things together right? I RLY have no clue what I was doing in the photo, somehow I feel like some Chinese martial arts move.....I was probably trying to attack Ryan..LOL. Click on my nuffnang till I am back! Which I assure you would be REALLY soon because I have tons of pictures to upload, AND I am planning to bring the guys out and force Am to take pictures for me! Bye berries! Happy Lunar New Year!

A Better Chinese New Year

2011-02-04T00:04:00.004+08:00

Gong hei fat choi ah!
First day of Chinese New year brings in all my relatives from overseas and also running around Singapore to visit all. I wish everyone a prosperous year ahead and 好事成2(兔)! Though it's a happy occasion that brings all together, my mental exhaustion seems to make time tick ever so slowly so I hope to get enough rest for the rest of the days so I could sprinkle rainbows everywhere I go. Hope all my berries have a nice new year, (heart shapes) Also, I've fulfilled one of my #2011 new year resolution on the first day of new year. I'll reveal the news and wait to be congratulated virtually and in real life when the time ripes. Love, Oh and Click on my nuffnang to give me virtual angpow $!

Battle scars

2011-02-02T10:53:00.003+08:00

I've been technically having a blast this week and is currently having a heart to heart talk now with AM! Xg and him crashed at my place last night all the way till now and we've been talking nonstop about everything under the sun. Time with the both of them has always been ever so lovely, managed to meet up with Lihong few days back and I got a new hair color! My monday was spent at Town shopping around for Am's new year clothings and then spending the night talking, cracking up jokes while eating Punggol Nasi Lemak at Am's place. Dad and Mom are also behaving themselves until yesterday- They came home at close to 1am! The audacity!

I was down with sore eyes and a bad sore throat 2 days back but thank god I'm fine....The pain I swear..:( Facial with my mom on Tuesday and waited all the way for my two bffs to come over which they already did and has been here since 11pm last night. (winks) My wednesday would be spent at Town l8r on till 4? Before I rush home for reunion dinner with the family. :(

I am so excited for Chinese new year, going around visiting relatives...gambling..having good food and collecting red packets! I need to hit the gym REALLY soon and go for a swim too in order to shed off some fats....which I desperately need to now. This is tiring, pretending to give a fuck about Ryan and blogging at the same time..HAHAHAHAHHA. Whatsoever, we'll be heading to Town later and rushing back for dinner with my family before 6! Hopefully I could snap some pictures of better things either than myself all the time for all of you this time round. Instead of sulking all the time, everything feels pretty alright now...I guess that's the only good thing about festivals. My macbook is still not sent for servicing yet but I swear my dad is going to do so ASAP! Bear with my boring post for a little longer and I promise I'll update more often?

Let's hope I won't look awful for Town later on, I swear this self esteem is killing me.

Bobbi Brown Makeup Manual + Makeup tips

2011-01-28T11:46:00.004+08:00

Yes yes kiss me later darlings.

Routine for the face

1. Clean it
Oily skin-Use an oil free cleansing gel that doesn't dry out your skin
Normal: Use a clear, foaming cleanser
Dry: Use a non-foamy cream cleanser.

2.Tone it
Toners are generally only useful if you have oily skin. But sometimes it feels so good to jabe that tingling sensation, which seems to scream clean. No0 matter what your skin type, don't use a straight alcohol toner. The product should not hust strip off your skin of oil, it should also deliver healing or antibacterial products such as witch hazeo or cahmomile, to your skin.

3. Moisturize it
It's essential for delivering other things to the skin, such as vitamins or SPF. Look for oil free moisturizers with sunscreen for everyday use in the morninbg and evening.

Blush tones
Very pale: Softer pastels without any brown tones, whuch would make skin look dirty
Light: pale pink tones
Medium: Sandy pink to tawny tones
Yellow or Olive: Rose or deep pink tones
Dark or black: Soft plum or deep cranberry tones

Quick tips for amazing eyes
Tip 1-Law of proportion
When it comes to eyeliner, the lower lash should always be thinner than the liner on the top lash line. You don't want to draw attention to the area under your eye.

Tip 2-Lighten up

Always wear concealer when you use black eyeliner. Otherwise, you'll wind up looking tired

Tip 3- Make it stick
Dust eyelids with face powder or use a eye shadow primer for long lasting use.

Tip 4-Breaking point
ALWAYS curl your lashes before you apply mascara so you don't damage your lashes.

Tip 5-Tone it down

Afrer filling in your brows with pencil or shadow, if the color winds uo looking too harsh.. Soften it by pressing loose powder onto the brows with a powder puff.

Hair
Tip 1-Healthy is Beautiful

Tip 2- Don't wash your hair everyday (deep breath)
There's no bneed ti ubless you work in construction. You wake up every morning and rinse it with warm water and conditioner, which will remove dust and perspiration. Ar most, wash every other day.

Tip 5-Don't burn out
Hair is like fabric which hets ruined if you iron it everyday. Take a break and wear it nack for a couple of days. Buy really good conditioners. Only use straightening irons with a thermostat and never let it go over 180 or 200 degrees, or you will singe your hair.
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Will upload some pictures + more tips later. Just to let you know I've tried out Tip 2 for hair. IKR..It's kinda gross and my hair has NEVER given me ANY problems actually. Still, I wanted to have healthier hair so I tried it out for say 2 weeks? Though I condition it way too many times in a day and it DOES make a difference actually. Either than it'll be a little greasy on the first two days because your hair isn't used to not being washed but trust me.. Now my hair doesn't turns greasy if I stay out for the ENTIRE NIGHT till morning & there was this particular time I went home and immediately fell dead on the bed and woke up with perfect non-greasy hair. (Except that it's messy) Oh well, I'm pretty busy for the rest of the day!
Ps. I've also updated all the apparels I'm selling, (requested or not by all of you!) into the sidebar link of personal webstore. sometimes I am kind till the extend I would like to barf at myself. Goodnight sweethearts! Click on my nuffnang till Im back with pictures! FO'REAL

Masquerading

2011-01-27T11:10:00.004+08:00

Two years back, a friend of mine dedicated a blog post to me on my birthday. (Which falls on October 1st, REMEMBER THAT!) SO..today it's my turn to dedicate her a blog post for being the friend that stood by my side all these while. She's kinda ugly though, may all be warned before proceeding.

Kidding la! *Shed tears & wiping it off* Look at my dear girl...growing up...*blow nose in tissue* Aww..already 19 and it would be just a year away before she's no longer a teen. Happy to see her slowly growing up from a young punk with partially bleached blonde and chestnut long hair to shoulder lenth chestnut brown to9 short blonde chestnut light brown to dark long hair to THIS. There's just too much we've been through and to name a few...fighting hunger and thirst at the Sahara desert, saving imagination land from terrorist attack, attempting to exterminate the Jews last week and saving discovering Earth was just a TV show for outer space aliens and refraining them from cancelling it. *Flings tissue up and down in the air by the tip"

Say, love...you do know that even though you dyed my hair intensive red about a month ago that I'll still love you even if you shave me bald don't you? Thanks for being my disgusting best friend and sister all these years. I love you and we need to update our photo library for 2011. (heart shapes) Just wanna tell you, with all my heart- Happy 19th Birthday!

Now..pictures?

I spent my Tuesday night at Resort with Javier & Tony after having dinner with darren. God..I waited for him to finish work from expo after Subway with Ivan at Simei and I met Guoxian in the afternoon at tampines to take a train together (to meet Zuer at bugis) while coincidentally bumping into Terence on the MRT. I sure do lead a very interesting life. Resort was great, considered some bonding time? Stuffing fries into my mouth and TONY OMG he actually bought Macdonald's fries WITHOUT salt. He came back with a smaller packet of salted and the large one without it. I was like (T.T) I left Resort at 4 due to personal problems and I suddenly realized I dropped my wallet SOMEWHERE there. Javier couldn't find it and I had officially lost all hopes to find my wallet...I called to terminate all the usage of my cards and was planning to make a police report before fetching the cai from work again.

Then my doorbell rang and someone in the family opened it, someone was looking for me??? No one ever comes to my place to look for me except the mail man. AWW. This guy in Resort's TSHIRT brought my wallet ALL THE WAY to my doorstep! He told me I dropped it at the VIP's area and I was about to burst into joy and brutally rape him but *ahem shake myself* Of course..I offered to pay for his cab fare but he declined my kind offer. I was talking to his friend on facebook and offered to buy them dinner. Which we'll see......

Click on my nuffnang till I'm back? Which most probably will be Sunday because Ahfong, Shaline, Ivan and me are heading to Bq again! I'm still watching you...SOMEHOW. So click it!

Nights like this

2011-01-25T14:07:00.007+08:00

Above pictures from Liquid and later on at UP..

I had a splendid Sunday night with really good people. Ivan asked me out and managed to get Wenfen out too! We stepped into Boatquay finally after say.. about a decade? We settled ourselves at Liquid with Fong & his girlfriend. I had the most awesome time playing drinking games & singing with Wenfen, Jacky and this one guy..that his name I really could not remember. Making new friends is harmless right? We finished up at 3 and headed opposite UP till 6 with Ivan, Wenfen, Ivy and Jacky! If only I wasn't having a battle with my eyelids at about 5.30am.....HAHAHA. I was pretty dead high at Liquid cause I was soooo happy & having so much fun! Say....my pretty girlfriend with the Victoria Secret's speedy... Shouldn't we have nights like this more often? (Heartshapes)

Btw I'm using this as an answer to the request of people wanting to see my complexion. I had on liquid foundation though...but I really wouldn't like to tarnish my pretty reputation online...which is kinda small but STILL. Let me thrive on it with people thinking I look good right? From the pictures I really can kind of tell I was....dead high. *Awkward silence* My hair was in a mess and my face just look...*Squints* *Deep breath* Bear with me sweethearts, I'll take some decent pictures soon enough!

Making an effort to blog babies, now don't you pumpkins owe me a nuffnang click? ;)

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

Thank my girlfriend

2011-01-23T12:09:00.004+08:00

Had my nails done together with Wenfen, the luxury of having it done at home! (Divine) Lots of time spent with lovely friends, shopping at town with my parents, heart talk with yiling thereafter. Hours of dolling up, picking clothes resulted me to boredom and therefore massively taking pictures from her webcam. Cabbed down to Ion for someone's Prada shopping, and the fashion associate of Prada is such a sweetheart! Drove around Town for sight-seeing? I was spamming foursquare with checks-in wherever we drove past! My macbook crashed unfortunately, I'm using my mom's laptop now. Dad will be bringing me out to collect all the uncollected items I've bought online or left at friends' place. I've left the life of my macbook in his hands, he'll be fully responsible on bringing the baby girl for servicing. Meanwhile I shall just look on the bright side. Last but not least, I thought I should share the picture below because alot of my friends have complained to me that I never smile in photos. Here's your "WIDE SMILE"

Click on my nuffnang now because I kinda fulfilled my promise RIGHT? Oh oh oh! And I love you Yiling!

Goodthingsmustshare#2

2011-01-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

As I type.. I'm munching on something totally divine. A piece of heaven literally! Snicker bars!!
What's special about this is that. It comes in 3 now at the price of $3.90! I know they use to have an offer 2 for 2.50 for snickers (1 for 1.90) but now!!!!! $3.90!!! I got it from 7-eleven and thought I should share since I don't have any decent post recently + every girl loves chocolates RIGHT? Ok! One more picture on my awesome find!

Thank me please darlings & click on my nuffnangs till I'm back!

SHARE MY JOY!!

2011-01-20T18:15:00.002+08:00

Awfully busy with life, I barely even have time for myself anymore. I haven't been updating regularly anymore and my blog feels so dead. My twitter account consist of my bitching, whining or conversations with my friends that probably wouldn't be close to the "I" of interesting? However, I NEED to have something to blog about right? What about hearing my say on some of my favourite things in the world(question marks & exclamations x10) Food, toys, snacks, make up, stores etc? I wanna try something different, especially when I feel guilty deleting/not answering questions when being asked about how I feel on a certain something because I'm lazy. Take it as a review/past time or whatsoever, I think it benefits readers & myself either way! So here, What makeup remover do I recommend? This.

Sonia Kashuk Eye makeup remover. First of all, I've tried makeup removers from lancome(Liquid) bodyshop(Cream) mac & biore (Facial wipes).I'm sticking with the Sonia Kashuk's because, it doesn't give me something all above I've tried gave. It doesn't stings when it accidentally enters my eye! Almost-alike to water! (Except it's oil-based) It removes makeup better than all I've tried too! Even though it's labelled as eye makeup remover, I use it to remove everything. (Hehe) And it does a great job! Key to good skin also revolves around a good make up remover! Given that your remover is of poor quality, makeup stays on your skin which would give you pimples/pores/skin problems etc.
Price range, definitely cheapest among all products with similar effects. It's not available in Sg though, I got it shipped from Uk at 25-30? Can't remember the price but CHEAP?!?! Best make up remover I've ever used, I swear. So anyone with future questions about what brand of make up remover I'm using, it's this! Removes my eyelash glue, dark eye make up, waterproof eyeliner & mascaras like they are some doodled-on-face-paint! (Ps. Check out my cute nails!)
The end! I'm heading to Town with my mom in abit! Make do with this, pretty please? :( And Click on my nuffnang till I'm back! (With a good decent post, I cross my heart & swear!)

Death camp of tolerance

2011-01-15T13:49:00.003+08:00

A rather unsightly photo of me and yes I've revived my tamagotchi and it's such a pain in the ass. Oh well, I guess I have to practice responsibility now that I'm a mother. I look so unkept, like a french poodle somehow..please pardon my laziness and 5-minutes of slapping on make up. I've quite a busy schedule up ahead. Will be meeting Lihong(INSERT THOUSAND HEART SHAPES) in a bit. Like finally! Some decent time with this one girlfriend I adore so much. She've been so busy working, we haven't been meeting up for a loooog time. Then after lunch with her, I'd be meeting with two of my adorable friends at Tampines before heading home to catch some sleep. Then again, I planned out my day in less than 5 minutes. Pretty impressive I must say. I'll be meeting with Evangeline (Irwin! Squeals!) tomorrow to town* and words itself could never possibly express my eagerness (Exclamation marks!!) Monday would be nails appointment with Wenfen and then Kbox in the night with my bird, gx and whosoever that'll be coming alone. Let's hope my tama would not die on me this time round. Click on my nuffnang till I'm back sweethearts!
*We'd be hunting for my perfect bag and wallet, and also for Evangeline to find something to pamper herself this new year. I mean every girl needs a gucci bag right? RIGHT? *Coughs* I mean of course, that is if I could be able to not be fickle and make my mind on what exactly I want this Chinese new year.

#2 + update

2011-01-14T03:58:00.005+08:00

~~Quote me your price with email/contact numberHighest quote would be contacted directly*Contemplating still, but oh well*~~SOLD
2011 has been pleasant till date for me, I've been spending my days pretty well as usual. Having fun as always. My Wednesday night was spent with Wenfen, Ivan, Guoxian, Jeroel, Joel, Fd etc at Titanium after dinner with Joan, Dx, Ivan and co. A little fiery temper I have, kinda dreadful at first but the night turned out to BE A BLAST. Let me start with a few things I'm really excited and happy about for my 2011-

#1 Having awesome friends. Meeting new ones and getting back the old friends I neglected. I could really see my friend circle as a support now too either than just my family. Ivan hwee, my bff. May our friendship gets stronger as the years passes. Ivan koh- my bird! Janell, Phoebe, Lihong, AmandaE, Shina, Wenfen, Yiling, Gladys, Benny, Wenjia, Zhikai, Guoxian, Benjamin! There's just too many to name. I love you guys, even if I accidentally missed out yours.

#2 Getting my nails done on Monday with Wenfen over at her place. We'd be expecting an employee to come over. My nails have been awfully naked long enough I say. (Wf's weird lobang)

#3 My blackberry. It's my baby! I absolutely adore it, ever so dearly. Everyone should get a berry!

#4 Being 17.

#5 Moving into a new apartment. (Soon enough) I'm more excited about furniture shopping!

#6 Single- It's not that bad. Falling in and out of love from 2009-2010 has been a tremendous blow for me. I've learnt my lesson and accepted being single and start loving it. I realized how blessed I was to have such a wonderful family thanks to it. Peace

#7 Discovering smoochiezz! I love surprise parcels arriving with clothes that Singapore doesn't have. Also, my Jeffrey Campbells that took less than a week to arrive!

#8 My tamagotchi, OMG hear me rave. I've been neglecting it for SO LONG now due to my time management and laziness. But it'd been a great company for 2010, Xoxo

#9 House of Night Awakened released- I've yet to go get it. I will do so probably next week with my mom. ;)

#10 To fall in love again.

I couldn't come up with anything more, I'd update again. And soon it shall be because I'd be expecting to have a fruitful January. Starting from Monday? I promise to update as often as I can, to put my dslr into good use and to make your days less boring. In the meantime, make do with my word-filled post. I have so much more things yet to do, I have to start preparing cause I'll be meeting my friends for breakfast in a bit! Click on my nuffnang advertisements till I'm back. Merry meet and merry part, and may we meet again.

Selling #1

2011-01-10T14:15:00.009+08:00

Viv Bodycon Dress Uk 6-8 Corset Lace on Both sides $35 negotiable

Nastygal bamboo scoop top in peach Size M (Uk6-8)$40nego (Retailing on site for 38usd/55.10Sgd)The most comfortable material, ever.SOLD

10 pairs of falsies (glue not included)$7 (Retailing at $12 or above)Pic credits> Gawsshop.wordpress.com

For a friend, Forever 21 hot shorts Size 27 (Brand new)Quote your price, email to gladys-@live.com.sg

kizzofgoddess dress Interested parties mail enquiries/confirmation directly to gladys-@live.com.sg

For Fashion LoversContact me for more info/pictures etc Divine. Biography of almost all the world's most influential designers. Coco Chanel, Christian Dior to Yves Saint Laurent Still contemplating on selling it, offer please. SOLD

2011-01-06T18:57:00.003+08:00

Merry meet everyone! I'd have this space revived soon, after I'm done with this entry that was supposed to be up few days back? Bah, the story was one of my *thunderstorm* stroke few days back > fucked up mindset > deleting questions that annoyed me TO even new year wishes etc! God.. I'm such a square. Let's hope this could amend my weird actions making me the bad guy. Anywhooooo, yes! I'm in love with the Nubra now! Then again, Link, price, comfortable??

*Crack knuckles* Link accessible, enter by clicking Amanda's Website. 16.50SGD inclusive of normal mail & 17.75 with registered postage.

Amanda also asked if I could do a review on the nubra. Brace yourself. *Face cringes* Ok, I can totally read your mind now, I SO understand how you felt.

I mean they REALLY do look creepily alike to the boneless chicken breast meat right? RIGHT?

Appearance aside, I tried them on and I had the nicest tits I swear. For 10 minutes. I tried it on again, following the step by step instructions and adjusting/tugging.. *Pregnant pause*

See this box? DO NOT throw this away because the Nubra actually has this....proper way of wearing like y'knw 38 degree to the left facing the 3pm position? It actually takes time and practice to get it right? I mean it is pretty hard for mere mortals to master the proper way of wearing a Nubra as fast as I did right? HAHAHAHA I fell into it by luck but you would KNOW when you get it right!! Like FINALLY, a strapless that stays in place! The best part was my boobs really look...fuller? Yes fuller. Not bigger because it doesn't look anywhere near to fake. It's the finish of some 120k breast augmentation not the implantation category. AND it's backless. Off shoulders, barebacks or low cuts, this would be the perfect answer!
The cons might just be the hassle of washing and keeping the pads clean. It might not be as sticky & secure after constant wash. It has not caused me any problems so far and for 16 bucks? Come on! This awes me still!
End of review, all above are my honest opinions. (I've always wanted to say this.hehe)No waiting time needed. Items will be mailed out within 3 working days once payment received.
Quote my name for a 5% discount, not inclusive of sales items!

(I've always wanted to say something like this too)

Every girl needs ONE bra that could be worn multi-ways! Selection of bras to go with an outfit does affect the overall look. Be the judge!

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In the blood

2010-12-30T09:37:00.009+08:00

If one day you lost all your friends, and have the world against you- A gentle reminder it's not the end, you have a family behind you.

When my previous relationship failed, I never thought it'd be a blessing in disguise. With me basically torn, broken and in shreds, I shut the entire world out. Till my mom came up to me one day, placing her hand on my shoulder gently cradling me in... she said in most fluent Chinese, "Here! My shoulders are here for you to cry on." Taken aback by her words, I couldn't hold back my tears. Overwhelmed by emotions and thoughts, I realized I wasn't crying because I was hurt but at the fact that I didn't know she has been here for me all these while. Even through all the tantrums I threw, atrocious actions I did, hurtful words I've said. Her embrace would always have a place for me. I felt terrible. Replaying all the times I've raised my voice at her, truant our dinner dates, oppose what she says. Always so forgiving...She conveyed her message to me that I still have her.

Then my dad, I really don't know where to begin. Staying awake till the wee hours in case I need someone to talk to? Hearing me pour my heart out patiently(Guys are RLY impatient) giving me the best advices ever, wiping my tears (yes! even though it was awkward!) and attempting to cheer me up all the time! Assuring me he would make things better, letting me know he'd always be here. And my sister, encouraging and giving me hope. I could never be more thankful for the break up, or I might never realize I actually had so much in life.

It's true y'knw? At the darkest times, you'll see who are the ones there for you. I had those times placing everything ahead of my family too..but the days are over. Seeing some people having friends above family. Remember never to cross out the possibility of betrayal from even your closest friends. We're all familiar with friends falling out and secrets let out of the bag.

Make a new friend? Pfft.. 5 minutes. Lose a friend? Maybe 10? Make a new family? Never.

With so much effort and faith, I found new hope in life. I know it's funny..all these deriving from a broken relationship. To be frank, the impact for a break up at my age could easily crush our entire-being. To get everything back on track for me wasn't the easiest task. Don't let yourself fall hard on the face like me to know how lucky you are. I've tasted regret, dying to take back the words I shouldn't have said..delete the actions I did to hurt them. Sigh...I'm like the worst daughter ever. So much stuffs that I've done just..does not deserve being forgiven. Hoping no one would be like me, apologize for the wrongs you did or the hurt you've caused. Show your family some appreciation!

I want my mummy and daddy to know I love them cho cho much! (HEHEHE)

*Ok la, and my disgusting sister too.

Best dressed lie

2010-12-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

Losing all my enthusiasm and accepting the fact that intruder, fatigue is here to stay in my life.. Cooping up at home wasn't all that bad with books and snacks. Not taking kindly to hunger nowadays, I realized why girls would rather be a Vampire now. Say..how much weight could you possibly gain going around sucking blood? Then again, you don't see fat Vampires hanging around right? Having both my parents out of town made the house really quiet, and finally today I've decided to head out with a few friends. Missing the Prada sales made me died a little inside, but it sure would do good for my wallet. Chatting with Janell on messenger last night also made me realized things that I'm looking forward to in 2011 are practically moving in a new apartment and having her back in Sg. Let's hope my fatigue would be gone soon so I could update this space happily. Click on my nuffnang till I'm back again! Merry Xmas still? Let us all await together for a new year. Xo

Season to be jolly Fa'lalala ...

2010-12-26T17:32:00.011+08:00

Me-li-kri-st-masi eli-wan!!

*Merry Christmas everyone!!*

Having my two cousins around for Christmas Eve was an awesome kickstart. Board games, bickering, laughters, catching up with one another while eating good food together with my sis. While they were at our place, I was forced to give some face I made earlier in the morning while verbally warning them! (Picture on top) Apparently this was the face that I gave, I don't know which is the joke RLY....Oh and my first time ever wearing a maxi after always complaining how I find some prints too bold/flowery etc. I played it pretty safe and the sizing & length fits me perfectly. Eve is almost over, here come Christmas!
With eyes set on the countdown timer on the widescreen, my mind was secretly doing cartwheels! Party poppers in the hands and as it strikes midnight, Christmas bestowed upon us with an INSANE amount of glitter covering each and every inch of the entire place. For that breathtaking evanescent, it was snowing glitter! I swear I looked up and glitter were literally EVERYWHERE. Not intending to keep you in suspense any longer, I spent my Sparkly Christmas at Titanium! Amazing ambience, really good music and it just rained glitter. HUH? Yes you're right. Glitter! We sure had the most awesome time sweeping them off! OH the pain when glitter gets stuck on your face! I reached home at about 5 and slept my way till 3! Met with Amanda before going for dinner with Ivan, Joan, Dx, Wilson, Ahfong & co. And that marked the end for all I've been doing this Christmas-I guess?

I'd like to send out my utmost gratitude to those that made my Christmas so perfect, I had an extremely enjoyable one! Thank you! With a new year beginning soon, acknowledge all your loved ones to begin for 2011 together. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a better year ahead. I'm heading to bed now so y'knw what to do right! Must click twice as much as before lor, I spent my entire day on this post. Okay 40% because I was lazy!! Goodnight berries!(23/24/25)

2010-12-23T19:05:00.001+08:00

I'll blog on christmas sweethearts, click on my nuffnang advertisements till I'm back! Enjoy your Christmas and happy holidays!

Dreamboat

2010-12-22T16:14:00.005+08:00

Thought I mention I had an awesome 21st, I caught Rapunzel (the whole thing, noticing all the intricate details...everything!) with the most awesome companions, Zhikai, Zhihao and Darren. We settled at Dte Macdonalds for our supper because 24/7 Subway wasn't actually 24/7. What a let down, I know. We spent the rest of the night talking and talking and the best part is just coming. I received a phonecall from my sweetheart Janell, we're trying to update one another about things that happened with lightning speed and ended the phone call soon enough. Zhi hao then sent us all home, how sweet? I was brimming with joy because well, memories..I should say are pleasant. However you always preserve the rights to create new and better ones. Especially when you know you're capable of doing so, each minute passing by with your friends around seems like a decade. A good one. Have a good day sweethearts!

In your own skin

2010-12-20T11:08:00.004+08:00

Because a book would love anyone that opens them. A-n-y-o-n-e. You can go on adventures or gain knowledge without taking a step out of the room. Now pardon me because I've only watched Ink Heart two days ago. I'd be pigging on this book for the days ahead. Who doesn't want great skin anyway? I know I do. Now snacking it off the rack at 50sgd is pretty steep, but worth it isn't it? My 19th was filled with numerous hand games (ranging from the most challenging and stressful ones to the lamest you could think of), LOTS of drinking, Bitching, watching bouncers pumping santa claus, sabotage, laughters and fun at Titanium! I'm pretty worn out right now so I guess I'd be updating this space sometime again soon. I'm SO in the festive mood-Thanks to Christmas (The rainbow sprinkler!) So click on my nuffnang advertisements till I bring back more pictures. Enjoy your monday! (Doubt you would, Monday-blues)
**One reason I dislike to edit my post when I'm not in a sane condition. I end up confusing myself what was the post originally about. Bear with me sweethearts. Shucks, I'm confused again. Should I be more wordy or have more pictures now? See? Ignore me, mental condition: Mind fuckedx100

Made a mistake, dear

2010-12-17T22:32:00.010+08:00

I love the weather after it rains, the breeze, the taste of the wind and the streets where there's no sunlight. However, the puddles on the floor just abhors me. Wrong choice to snack on a pair of jeans that you have not sent for alterations yet. Also my yoshi samara flats had a hole at the side, I don't know whether to feel happy or sad that I've favored it so much that it has finally worn out? Or blaming myself for being ridiculously clumsy and rough with my footwear? Then again, I've never had one single footwear unharmed once I bring it out. So it settles my inner self from feeling the remorse and guilt, I should instead get a new pair of flats. I mean..every girl needs a pair of flats right? Be it sandals or what, we need something flat cause uhm...we walk around too much. YES. Then again, I guess since it's still in a repairable condition. It could be salvaged and safe from being eliminated from sight. Time to favor a new pair of shoes I guess. My days were fairly simple I would say, count yourself lucky if not I'd be enumerating the countless flaws or disputes in the week. I wouldn't say every single day was meaningful, though I enjoyed every single one of them. (at least a little) Life is pretty tough isn't it?I spent my dinner time with Ivan earlier on, friends like him never fail to light my day up. Our reunion(?) i would say, amended the angst I've accumulated since being rudely awaken this morning. Yesterday was a little better, the boy and me went daiso-ing together after getting lost halfway there. The day was pretty decent except I couldn't stop harping on the fact that daiso has the most awesome stuffs, neatly priced at Sgd 2 Dollar each. It'd have been better if I did not use the Revlon Photoready foundation because my face turned out literally having specks of glitter in one of the photos we took. Serves me right, lesson learnt. The good part? The high beam I've ordered from benefit accompanied with the Sonia Kashuk's Make up remover my mom asked me to snack on amazon arrived in SG. Why can't we have all the Uk shops here? It'd be a like paradise fall.

Now now..I'm sure everyone has times when their fingers slipped upon contrasting pictures right?

The Daiso's pet kitty would like to use the rest of the night indulging in "Never back down" that her best friend Benny urges her to watch-Satisfaction Guaranteed. Won't you make my Christmas more pleasant by clicking on my nuffnang advertisements? Supplementing the week, how can I forget Skype? Which I've created during the wee hours last night and fell completely in love with it. No needs for further elaboration on how wonderful it is, have a great weekend! How are you waiting for Christmas day to arrive? Eagerly waiting in anticipation? Why did I ask?
Because this is how I'd be zealously waiting for Christmas: *SHAKING MY FISTS*

The Toy Story

2010-12-15T19:49:00.004+08:00

In case you were wondering what I was doing in the weirdest picture on top that made your brows up on the left and down on the right, I was actually clipping my hair. I took a good 20 minutes to recall how exactly did I landed in that position too but I quite like it anyway. Day out with Wj was great, reminiscing our secondary school days together and coincidentally I managed to bump into Roy & co on the mrt and then Elizabeth on the way home. My dad has been a complete sweetheart for these 2 days driving me home and just we finished daiso shopping. However I've been looking extremely....*find the word* Fugly nowadays. Can't wait for a miracle to happen. Then again, who isn't?

Small world day

2010-12-15T00:13:00.005+08:00

I can taste the moonlight on your skin,

I believe in "happily ever after/s" so I never ask when will mine be. Life never let you have it easy, so clench down on your teeth and soon...I mean really! Soon enough,

"And they lived happily ever after."

The End.

Who doesn't want that to be their endings anyway?

Paper cut

2010-12-13T19:27:00.007+08:00

Garnier Pimple Roll Away/ Garnier Brightening Eye Roll On/ L'oreal Impact Felt Liner/ L'oreal Eyebrow Pencil/ My two awesome belts/
Sometimes I do wish everything was Watson-cheap. Or better. To be in blissful ignorance not to know good sites to shop at. Disaster in disguise- I splurge on a mink pink top to pair with my newly bought Levi's Jeans. On the other hand, the good news is this christmas I'm officially a size 25 in bottoms. (at least for Levi's) I mean..every girl needs a pair of Levi's right? Plus Cheap monday is boring me out.. although I haven't wore the lace cut-outs one yet. I spent half the day at the Gym with Ivan and Shi hao, the abs toner never fail to be a killer. Not to forget my bank account shows no sign of aggrandizement. I'm keeping my fingers cross on hoping I'd at least have a good Christmas. Till then, don't forget my nuffnang ads! I'm heading out to collect my contacts because the one I'm currently using tore. **Over-reacted. It just made my eyes hurt a hell lot. Checked on them and they're in perfect condition. God I just wasted money again.

Comedy

2010-12-12T22:01:00.005+08:00

Gladys is on the line with me now we would like to share a joke with you.

Few days back she went to her friends' birthday celebration. Apparently there were also a few other girls there but she did not pay much attention to anyone either than herself UNTIL

DANG DANG

Someone stole her left-over beer off her table RIGHT INFRONT OF HER FACE.

*Little Lady Gaga's thunder signs*

She did not even have time to react and she immediately texted me to complain! SHE THEN SAID. The girl proceeded shaking each and everyone of the remaining bottles checking for leftovers. This is totally random, I just came back from Msia and she called to JUST TELL ME ABT THIS. I was laughing not because some girl stole her beer but because I could imagine her face when that happened. LOL OMG I must be wary of her because next time if I wanna eat her cuttlefish she might text someone and complain about me too. I mean..*Coughs* You can't jus go around stealing people's leftovers and not having them noticed!!!! (quote from gladys!) HAHAHHAHHAHA

To and fro

2010-12-11T04:32:00.004+08:00

I'll be back, Consider this a hiatus? But it's only for a few days I guess, I have no idea how would I survive without any internet either. No more beautiful clicks on online shopping (that'd lead to me feeling bad for an hour l8r) no more checking of my emails every now and then (due to me having a over-paranoidity disorder) and no Formspring/Facebook OR Twitter. Whatsoever, I'd make up my mind whether to lug my camera along still. We'll see, I guess within me hides an anxiety(just this tiny) of not having sufficient time for me to at least buy something back. I so need to empty my wish list, striking them out one by one. I'll miss my sweet girls, Ivan my disgusting bff and last but not least my adorable boyfriend.

I spent my day fetching Lihong at 12noon from the bus stop, breaking my bobbi brown foundation and having her clean up my mess(awww) then vacuuming it up myself, doing VLOGS imitating (she who shall not be named) then what us girls do best* before ending up at Bedok for Ziyan's and her dinner and then heading back home. (*Walking,bitching,eating,shopping)

Click on my nuffnang till I'm back. I'd figure out a way for a promising update. Till then, make do with my archives. Xo

Big foot is dead

2010-12-09T23:04:00.003+08:00

Got cheated: to "gym" when Ivan actually did his schoolwork for an hour.

Gym: Not good, it was so full? Calf toners and it's just me watching Ivan doing sets after sets of work out. It's not the best part yet, but oh well. I can't do anything much since I can't strain any neck any further. Hope the days ahead would be better.

Best part of the day: A sweet drop off

My ads are hungry for clicks. And I'm gonna have my late dinner now while watching(rewatching actually) Kuroshitsuji II- We'll meet again!

Consequence

2010-12-09T12:22:00.006+08:00

Can't wait: Grocery shopping, pushing the carts around like lunatics, tossing in M&Ms/Poifull Jellybeans/Frosties&Honeystars/Redondos/Haribo Gummy Bears/Bags of chips/Seaweed/Cuttlefish/HL milk.

Heart shapes for: Solestruck, barely even a week my order arrived. (Dear Shina, Please be jealous and do not claw out my eyes with your skinny arms & lady bug nails-Xo mama bear)

Did today: Rise & shine at 7.45am, an hour of traveling..an hour & half of waiting..5 minutes of pain. The reaction of my actions-Consequence. Ps-Over-reacting is in my DNA. It wasn't as bad as I thought. Also resulting in 500SGD-goodbye.

Dec8: Awesome day out with Lihong, walking till our feet were sore...lunch/gossips/shopping. Feels gr8 to be a girl sometimes.

To do: Gym on Friday with Ivan. Maintaining a healthy lifestyle & Balance diet now. We did 120 abs toner 2 days back, I'm still aching all over now.

I officially (heart shapes) Solestruck now.

Through all the insults and hospital jabs, IF you bully me now -My best friend will squash you flat. Him and his wolf pack. HHAHAHA. Have a nice day berries!
**We were comparing our size!

Welcome home, Princess

2010-12-07T18:28:00.003+08:00

My days weren't all "sugar, spice and everything nice". Things got pretty harsh, recalling now the best part of these few days was I had an extremely flat tummy the day Jy and me caught Rapunzel. See how bad my days were? Oh the show? Pure genius. The entire cinema was at rage(as far as all the movies i've been to), I heard the most outrageous laughters..some snorts maybe? And some girls tearing up...It made me cry too. I'm definitely getting a copy of it once it's out at local stores. I spent a night at Gladys' place, chaos. I wasn't allowed to remove my contact lens because she's lazy to lead me to where the solution was. I was allowed to eat 3 pieces of cuttlefish before she brought them back and rubber-band-ed the whole thing up. I wasn't even allowed to watch my show in peace because minutes after I started playing Vampire Knight Guilty. This came out on my wall

I guess words won't be able to express my hatred and disgust for the creature up there. Hahaha. I caught a flu once I arrived home and I spent the night till now recuperating and I'd be heading out to gym with Ivan soon enough. By the way, take your time and visit Shina's Blogshop. Her loots are from asos/freepeople/f21/zara/topshop/nastygal etc etc. Can't wait to see her asap, we're suppose to head to Town today but the both of us overslept (Why isn't that surprising) Gonna plan with her now to see if she's able to make it anytime soon, I need a Christmas outfit. :( Movie tomorrow with my family though, let's keep our fingers crossed life's gonna get better now.

Goodbye!

Frenzy

2010-12-04T02:10:00.010+08:00

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I am the biggest fan of makeup palettes EVER. I can squeeze my 88warm palette into my bag, my concealer palette, my neutral palette and I would ignore how heavy it is because they are just too...Disgustingly awesome. So i broke my "no shopping for a month" bullshit. Thanks to Joei(Yes her name is spelt like this) I ordered like SO MANY PALETTES FROM HER BEFORE I don't know whether should I strangle her or blow her flying kisses for my perfect eyeshadow/skin. The best part about buying palettes from Joei, is that she's selling at the lowest price around. And the new collection of palettes she brought in, is going to bring ALL YOUR PALETTES TO FUCKING SHAME. I hate Joei because I splurged a lot on her but I have to do this for my own sake because I WANT MY PALETTES ASAP! (The same goes for her) That's why her stuffs are the lowest around because the both of us (or maybe just me) wants to get our items ASAP. (hehe)

Can you resist? (less than 1/4 of her shop from heaven)

The best part is here:

I'm kind of unwilling to share it out because everyone would look like megan fox now, but I want my palettes ASAP. Her deals are WICKED SICK. She threw in 2 palettes at the cost of (what the fuck price) I want to get them before Christmas!! :(Her spree is closing on 12 December. It's a pre-order and it would take 1-2 weeks to arrive. Visit the link I gave you'd know your items are in good hands.
She'd probably have whatever you want because she's sick like that. If you already have what's in mind you could direct your orders to her immediately. (Vintageheroine@gmail.com)About what she roughly have: Gel eyeliners/BobbiBrown Brushes/Essence of Beauty brushes/Crazy amount of palettes differing from matte/shimmer/neutral/Glitter Palettes/Concealer pans/Lip palettes etc etcYou have to check out her page because this post doesn't do ANY JUSTICE. See for yourself.Love you Joei!
*This is not an advertorial, Joei is my real life friend and I hate her because she has the biggest eyes I've ever seen. If she manages to reach her capping before closing date, I'm sure we would be able to receive our items earlier too? I want to look pretty for Christmas! Don't you? Santa hates ugly girls you know?

Fancy me

2010-12-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

Midnight: 30 days till Awakened's release

To have the luxury of letting your mind enter P.C&Kristin Cast's combined fantasy. The mere thought of flipping through the pages thrills me. When it ends, it'd sit with the rest of my books that had years of basking in the moonlight by my desk. Probably something that gives you a little more contentment than a great dress. They have the most original intake of all the Vampire/twilight etc etc books I've read so far. Plus the red book is their newly decorated series. I remember seeing purple and blue? I already own all of them so to get the exact same one with a different exterior would probably make people question my sanity. LOL

My supposedly decent day had a little extra kick that lit me up after a long night of drawing sketches for my boy. Long showers, helping out my parents with paper work, cleaning up my room(a little), rescuing my bud Ivan from the rain, sweet texts/love letters/phone calls with Jy, talking with my dad way too long(3 hours?), helping out with paper work again. Are you not exhausted? For once I truly am. Goodnight xo

I live, to be model thin

2010-12-02T21:51:00.001+08:00

You are who you wear it's true.

Allow me,

2010-12-02T01:00:00.004+08:00

To spend the rest of my life with you. Xo.My baby boy and me didn't managed to snap many pictures for the update cause we had a bad fight, we're alright now and we'd make it up because we'd be blogging tomorrow together with what we got in the camera just now. I spent my day walking (trust me it's tiring), opening packages (Screaming new clothes) and typing on my blackberry. I however was at Boat quay last night celebrating Ivan's 20th Birthday. Wenfen and I felt so awkward but the night managed to end well and I'm glad because everyone had happy endings. I reached home 3, (or was it 4?) and my boy called and muttered a bunch of stuffs..too sweet for the ears. I still look forward to next year because I can't wait to move into the new apartment. Promise to update tomorrow sweethearts. I'll go catch some Zs while waiting for him to call. I deserve a click now because I know I do! C'mon! I haven't said any curse words throughout the entire post. Brace yourself.

You and me, We're the ideal Fairytale

2010-12-01T04:46:00.002+08:00

Will update at the end of the day, I'll go take some pictures with the boy so I could fill up this space. Nonetheless, the night went okay and he's soundly asleep now I guess. I'm turning in after some sit+push ups, I had a long night and I need some rest. I can't wait to see my boy later on, it's our monthsary today. Efflorescent is the word to describe the progress of our relationship, it'd beat the purpose if I post now but I do owe an explanation to all of you for not updating quite some time. Let this post remain here until I'm back with a good update. I love you pumpkin, Goodnight to all of you berries out there. Click on my ads till I'm back, I can't wait to give you guys a good update. Plus if you're here to witness what I've ate in these 2 days I'm sure you'd all be amazed. My stomach is bloated and round now, I'm about to go in labour.

I'd be collecting my stuffs from later on in the afternoon and spiraling around till I figure the way out to fetch my boy from school, If however I'm not able to find my way I'd go be a stone and wait for him at his place. (It's not a surprise anymore now I wrote it here, but let's keep him guessing whether I'd be able to find his school) Oh the key point is, No cabbies.

I'm sure I'm able to make it somehow, but what if I became lazy and decides to just go to his place? We'll see! Plus I ordered my first Jeffrey Campbell from Solestruck (Smoochiezz spree) yesterday, I'm so excited because I've heard mad raves about all of his shoes.

Goodnight berries. Fuck I said that already.

I need some adrenaline

2010-11-27T02:31:00.001+08:00

To get me through the day.

Forbidden Affair

2010-11-26T02:10:00.006+08:00

It's finally mine. Anna sui has the sweetest fragrances around, and this was the bottle I've asked my mom to get for me from the airport. Out of luck, cause the airport doesn't have the parfum but only the toilette. But I have my hands on this now! I spritzed a tad too much on myself once I got it, BUT WHO CARES. I felt like I was on the way to go meet my Romeo or something. Regarding the fitting, Yiling left the big decision to me. I feel so timid now.*squeaks* But overall, life is pretty good now. (insert heart shapes)

Obviously I have two wardrobes and like 4 racks like this. Two in this room and another two in my sister's room which contains another one of my wardrobe. But you know the feeling when you still have NOTHING TO WEAR? It's getting late now pops, goodnight and don't forget to give me a click. ;) I love heart talks in the nights with Jy, long day ahead tomorrow too. Xoxoxoxo.

Through Infinity

2010-11-25T00:40:00.004+08:00

I didn't got to fix my hair yesterday so it shall be done today? (Thursday..It's pass midnight) It's fitting of garments today and I rushed over to Penisular to meet Yl. I'm happy with what I picked but it has to be altered cause it's too loose for me. Yl said seeing me in the garment made her wanna try on one too and she got into one that's bareback which I!! (mad heart shapes) But you're able to see bones of my back? Which is kinda disgusting...So I'm not getting it exposed out LOL. Her other two models arrived and we picked their garments, see them fit etc etc. It was kinda fun I should say. After that, I walked to Suntec to meet Jy. I was walking around in Times waiting for him before I spotted Georgia May Jagger on Vogue! I immediately bought it and then went to meet him up with the rest of his friends. A fight broke out between Jy and me halfway and we both stomped off angrily...we came back eventually. HAHA, and talked things out. Glad we're alright now. We spent the rest of our time walking around, buying bubble tea and sweets at Carrefour then parted. Overall, I had a good day.

Did I mention my mom did the second sweetest thing in the world? She gave me the best Christmas gift ever. An all expense paid make up trip. So I'm allowed to buy whatever I want and then claim it from her. Practical I know...but isn't that soooo sweet of her? She even wished me luck on finding good products and stop my late nights cause it'll damage my skin.

My skin has improved tremendously within...2 days? I had a huge pimple at the side of my cheeks before that but it's gone now and my skin has a radiant glow somehow. I was wondering why when I realized I had SO MUCH SLEEP within these 2 days. Sleeping and drinking enough water really does help improve the skin a lot. (Tip from the biggest junkie ever ah) So here are some totally boliao pictures to un-wordy my post!

I forced Jy to get me both of them because both blue(actually it's turquoise) and pink are my favorite colors!

Oh here, I was preparing to take a picture when suddenly the person in the shop said something and I thought she was asking me a question...So i made this face. LOL

And when I reached home, I realized my concealer quad came in the mail!

It's oos on CoastalScents.com but I managed to snack it off Ebay. Sucks to be pale cause all your redness/dark eye circles looks worse. However, I'm gna have perfect skin from now on. I've read and heard wonders about this product, and it's finally mine! Shall end my post here, spend some time reading Vogue and head off to bed. I don't wanna end up oversleeping again. Goodnight young hearts, don't forget to give my ads a click. I'll be watching. No, I really will. Somewhere... HAHAHA

Cavemen

2010-11-24T05:20:00.002+08:00

Ok I found these in my photobooth..god they are from ages ago. I SO don't look like that nw.. The truth is I have intensive ~~red hair~~ RED short hair, and my dear Yl is retouching the roots to even out the color later on. I look like a forest pixie or something like that now...At least make me look like Ariel(From the Little mermaid) in short hair version right? Everything feels so weird with red hair now. Oh and my mom is back from overseas, she got me a bunch of fake eyelashes. That's really sweet because she noticed I haven't been wearing them recently(coz I was lazy)..she thought I ran out of them and got me enough to last about a month?? Major heart shapes. I haven't been a good girlfriend recently, it's like the 2nd time we're quarreling this month. Jy has been such a sweetheart, he's always giving in to me and so patient with me. I was complaining to Ivan when we quarreled just now and he replied me with..Princess Temper. Everything is sorta alright now...I hope. I can't fall asleep cause I've slept from 630am till close to 8pm ytd? My concealer quad is still not arriving in the mail it's starting to piss me off. I need to remind myself 2 head over to the Anna Sui Counter l8r. It's year end, time to renew make up products. I have a long day ahead, I need to catch some sleep. ( I swear by the life of my blackberry I will not oversleep today, son of a bitch I wasted 3/4 of my day away yesterday.) Yes Believe It.

Here look, I found another old picture in my photobooth. Pls ignore my top, I rly had nothing to wear and I NEED to meet Jy on that day so I grabbed the closest thing I could see. I love my hair..they look so neat. Have a good day. Xo

Nothing compares to

2010-11-23T05:48:00.003+08:00

She's fixing me up later on today, we were just messing around the academy cause we had nothing better to do. Can't wait to see her l8r on and have lunch together (coz i'm feeling kinda hungry now) So Hi, I have red hair now. That would mean I can't be lazy with my makeup routine anymore. Greetings to dark eye make up. Her show is on Saturday and I know that this color would probably last me a good 2-3 weeks before it starts fading. Thank god! She better make me prettier today, can you believe she did not even out the hair color because she was lazy yesterday? But oh well, it's going to be a long day for the both of us later on. We're going to search for outfits for the show, hunt for the make up needed(eyelashes/assorted rubbish), have lunch.. She has to fix my hair, wait for my friend (another of her model) then fix her hair. Then I have to wait for Jy to come over then go collect my BB Dakota top at Jurong East.

Is it me or is that RLY A LOT OF STUFFS? This is making me sleepy and it's 6.05am now, I'm heading to bed coz I'm meeting Yl at 1130? Catch some sleep before completing our plans. You should click on my nuffnang ads twice as much now because I sacrificed my hair for friendship! EH! Not many girls willing to like that one y'knw! I'm a red head now, and I'd have to live with dark eye make up for at least another 2 weeks. Pity me world, rain your sympathy on me :(

Love you Yl (hearts) & Baby for always being so patient with me! My mom would be back tomorrow, I guess I'd have to collect my top another day coz I promised my dad to fetch her from the airport. I miss my mom :(

Hair

2010-11-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

I am typing here now at Toni & Guy Academy with my dear YL! I would have get my hair done next month when it has grown longer but how could I reject my friend when she's in need of a hair model. So ratchada it will be for my Saturday night. Would be cmg down here agn tmr with my pudding! Oi love, see how good I am! I sacrificed my hair for you and even ask my friend to come jiap you leh~ I have a fear of letting other people either than Benny touch my hair one y'knw! I still sacrifice my boyfriend y'knw?

It's gonna be a shock for me when everything is done, but I'm well prepared already. Love, I would do you the honor of being your hair model for your graduation night. (Kisses)

I'm telling you I'm losing my mind

2010-11-21T19:06:00.010+08:00

When I say "I love you", I've silently pinky promised your heart I would not break it. And you that I'd not lie, hurt you or make you cry. I would keep your secrets like they're mine, remember what you've said & bear them in mind. Not let you get hurt, this is your heart not a toy. Kiss you on your forehead at the most unexpected times. Air kiss you during our split second glance, not walk away from you if we ever fight. Give in to you every single time(I'll try) and protect your dreams with all my life. Give you faith, listen to you whine. Long warm hugs for you to share my joy. Take pictures of you, sing you songs all night. Chase and find if you run and hide.

This is us starting all over again, this time let us make it right.

Let me honor this promise to you.

For you Jy. I cracked this out, be proud cause you kept complaining I did not blog 4 you. Love you baby boy!

Editing (PLZ LAUGH)

Baby: What do you dislike about my physical appearance?

Me: Oh i hate your thighs. Fucking skinny don't like.

Me: And your belly button.

Me: I dont rly like ur nose coz its sharper than mine.

Me: Your lips also...Thick leh..

Me: Still got what? Oh I don't like your face shape. Looks like a peach.

Baby: Wtf okay you just hate how i look admit it

LOLLOLLOL

OH OH AND RIP DOBBY

You are a hero now. Dobby-The free elf I am being totally serious here.

Teaser

2010-11-21T01:01:00.004+08:00

What's in my box? How about a closer view?

Pantyliners? I don't think so

Sup darlings, so now you know why I'm banning myself for a fucking month? These are what I've accumulated in less than a month. I think it's perfectly normal now to be afraid of myself. So I spent my Saturday sleeping till 2pm if I'm not wrong before heading back home for me to prepare with Jy and meet the boys at Marina for dinner and walk around initially for Keith's bag but he bought it cause we took too long to come over. I walked by Sasa and I could not resist the urge to head inside to try out their perfumes. So now I finally know what does Be delicious smells like and they smells like Exotic Apples. The Princess smells vanilla-rish with a tiara on top. I spritz the princess one on and I can smell it even till now. So I guess there's a change of plan, I'm getting the Princess next week! (Shake fists)

(Omg...I'm still on the process of banning myself from spending money...God..I'd figure sth out I swear)

Oh and some cute pictures I dug out from pretty long ago..

I'm cute..I know. So don't you wanna click on the cute girl's nuffnang now? (Sprinkles hello kitty everywhere) Baby is sleeping soundly now with my turquoise kitty smelling his armpit. I shall go rescue her now. Goodnight punks!

Best thing in life

2010-11-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

I called my dad when I was on my way to look for Jy last night and asked for him to get me the new fragrance I want. Cause when my mom comes back, she's able to shop around the airport and the stuffs there are pretty much dutyfree. (Chuckles) And my dad said, alright send me what you want.

OMFG. I felt like sending him a whole list full of stuffs like a grocery list y'knw? I CAN'T WAIT 4 MY MOM TO BE BACK. NEW STUFFS. They are gonna look sooooo good on my new dressing table. (But currently they just have to endure the fate of squeezing on th lil pathetic area in my room)

Jy has promised to accompany me to go get the Dkny Be delicious next week. Ok maybe I shall wait till next month so it wouldn't be considered as cheating. I can't forget I'm still banning myself from shopping. Ah yes! See? Perseverance. Shall head home with Jy in awhile! He's just too lazy to shower & prepare and we still have to meet the rest 4.30 at Cityhall. Oh god.. Retard alert.
So click on my nuffnang ads while I'm out!

2010-11-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

There were times in my life when I thought no one could make anything better for me. But then you came along, and having you step back into my life was the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I don't ask for much, nor do you too. With you, everyday of my life is filled with laughters and joy. We could catch a movie, visit kbox, have a meal or talk about our life all night. Contentment is the greatest gain, and without myself knowing. I've realized that if it wasn't for you, I might never have the feeling of joy again.

I told you those whom doesn't know appreciation does not deserve anything in life. I appreciate you and I'm not saying that I deserve to have you. Relationships are like fine lines and the both of us are stepping on this line together, so narrow and difficult. But throughout this journey, we'd have to support each other to move forward and not fall. I wouldn't make promises too big for me to fulfill, but I promise you that the both of us would move forward together at the same pace. And if you're about fall, I'd be there to hold on to you. Thank you so much for all these while, you're like my personal jar of hopes & happiness. Because of you, I've learnt to have faith and move on. It's nt easy being together with me and I know I don't have the best of all temper. But your tolerations, your cute smiles, your love and you using a cute voice to apologize to me even when I'm the one at fault are the things I want to hold on for the rest of my life.

I love you Jy and thanks for everything.

Thursdays aren't always so tiring

2010-11-19T03:47:00.004+08:00

The boys went to Town to probably grab Dr Martens for Sean, I reached pretty late cause I overslept. I managed to get Khol from Topshop before we rushed back to Bishan for the 6.30pm slot of Harry Potter. It was awesome and we went for bubble tea after that. They had their dinner at Mos Burger before we head back home. We were all really tired or at least for me and baby wasn't feeling well like BIG TIME.

Thursdays aren't always so tiring for me. But i'm home now after a long cabbie ride, and I'm turning in right after I finish this blog post. I rly need to stop and control my shopping, but I've organized everything perfectly well in my planner and banning myself is really good cause I knw it's gonna be tough but heck it's gonna be worth it. Probably I'd be able to shop like normal again next month 20th. (amends amends)

I don't wanna let my blog be picture filled with no words. So here is a pathetic attempt. It's the thoughts that counts!

Orphan

2010-11-18T03:21:00.004+08:00

My mom just flew overseas and it sucks without her around. I was just making up my Christmas wishlist(For makeup/toiletries/skincare) and I'm dying to have them all squeezed in my little pathetic room. If only my mom was here I'm sure we could head down Orchard this weekend or so to get it. Also there's no one to irritate me now that she's gone. This sucks. Now my christmas wishlist has to wait for a week or two and it would be by then she could finally start annoying me back in the nights.

Oh well the plan on banning myself with no shopping for a month is proceeding well. I haven't been spending money on any apparels for about 4 days. I have however alrdy started planning on where to go or what to buy once the one month is over. Oh well, I'm a girl and girls are irritating like that. There's nothing to complain about either than i wished my mom could take some fall with me on buying what I want cause that'd help me a hell lot. So for Christmas this year I'm would just ask for 1 fragrance from either Annasui or Vera Wang. As for the make up, I'm sorry mom..its gonna be bad. Real bad.

Make the month pass faster plz...My wardrobe needs help and thr's just so much stuffs I'm dying to own.

Or

But I'd heading to Benefit & Laura Mercier once my mom is back. There are things that I NEED to have from there. I'm not sick of my Flight of fancy, I just wanna have more choices to pick from. Plus either of them are gonna look so adorable on my dressing table. Well I've alrdy have in mind what to get, so I'm just waiting for the time to get it actually. It's like pokemon, Gotta catch them all. Speaking of which, I can't wait for the new apartment to be ready. Can't wait to be a neat and tidy girl. Inserts love, Don't forget to give a click. It doesn't keep the doctors away though.

Our saturday

2010-11-17T17:29:00.004+08:00

We spent our saturday night at Marina's Kbox considered as a little celebration for the birthday boy Sam and the belated boys Keith and Zy. Ivan tagged along because he's a bitch. HAHAHA. Okay Jy asked me to ask Ivan along coz he's my best friend and it'd be good if all of them became friends. I was kinda worried that Ivan wouldn't blend in but suprisingly he sat with them playing Iphone games, drinking while I was the little left out one. Believe it.
We intended to get the VIP room but it was all fully booked so oh well.

Epic faces

So happy ah sam?

Collarbones that could collect raindrops. I like. Haha Oh so it was pretty simple and everyone pretty much enjoyed ourselves. For the weekdays everyone has school and life pretty much just goes on as usual for all. I'm leaving Jy's place now for home..:( Bt Oh well, I hve to order new make up removers from Target l8r for my mom so I hve 2 get home and tmr Jy and me would be heading to Town & thn catching Harry Potter! Soooo excited. Bt HP dies in the end anyway. I shall post again when I've accumulated presentable pictures(hehe) been rly lazy nowadays and I have NOTHING to wear anymore. Sigh. GTG. Xoxo Keep the clicks coming in! Dont be lazy!